Funeral

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Y/N'S POV:

It's been a week since Nats father died. Nat couldn't stop crying no matter what, she started to eat less, barely came out of her room, hasn't shown up to her work, looks like she hasn't slept in days (which is possibly true), wet and bloody tissues everywhere. Which means, her mental health is really going down.

Today is the funeral and she ate nothing, drank nothing, said nothing and barely moved. I'm really worried about her. "I will drive you there and i will wait for you in the car, okay baby?" I say and hold her hand. It was quiet for a moment until she spoke up. "Wait no.. can you actually come with me.. like inside..." She says and looks at me.

"I would but I'm not invited, your parents or anyone other than your grandma don't know me. And your parents didn't really like that you were... Well... Gay. So i think i just make it worse." I say and look at her while stroking her hair.

"I don't care, please..." She begs me. It's heartbreaking to see how desperate she is. "Okay... But promise me, your not gonna argue with someone bc of me, okay?" I say. I know she will do it, if someone was saying something about me.

I look at the clock, 3:12. "Baby, we have to go." I say and pick my keys. "Okay..." She says and takes a deep breath and then walks to the car. I quickly grab something to eat for her and then run to the car.

20 minutes later we arrive. "We still have 5 more minutes until we have to get inside, do you want to stay in here or do you want to head inside?" I ask. "Can we just stay here for 3 more minutes and then go inside?.." She asks and looks like I'm about to hit her. Scared and sad.

"Of course baby, anything you want, i wouldn't have asked if i didn't want you to chose, okay?" She just nods and than stares out the window. A few minutes later, more cars start to pull up.

"Baby, it's been 3 minutes, are you ready?" I ask as she spaces back. "Well... uhm no but let's go.." I rub her back and get out of the car. She takes a deep breath and also gets out.

She takes my hand and we walk inside. I look at her and her lip starts to tremble and soon enough tears are falling down her cheeks. It hurts me to see her like this, so i just hold her hand really tight and kiss her hand.

"Hey Natasha..." I hear someone say, Nat turns around and starts crying even more. It's a tall woman with dark brown hair and black make-up, she looks around 47 years old. I assume it's her mom. (A/n: i know Melina had her than at 11 but ignore that ok? I'm to lazy to think of something else🥲)

Next to her is a smaller woman with blonde hair and just mascara, i looks around 27/28 years old. I have no idea who it is, Nat never really told me about her family since they've had some problems.

The blonde woman notices me. "Who is that?" A strong Russian accent coming out of her mouth. "Она моя девушка, т/и. Если у тебя с этим проблемы, закрой свой ебаный рот. (She's my girlfriend, y/n. If you have a problem with it, shut your fucking ass mouth.).

I knew Russian because I'm Russian myself and actually found it really cute she said it like that. Even though I'm fucking introvert, i decided that i wanted to talk to them. "Привет, я т/и, приятно познакомиться. (Hi, I'm y/n, it's nice to meet you.).

"OMG hi, I'm Yelena!" The blonde woman says excitedly and shook my hand. "Well, uhm hi, im Melina, Natasha's mother." She also shook my hand and i gave her a smile.

"I'm sorry about your husband, i bet he was a nice guy." She smiles. "He really was.." I saw Nat and Yelena make eye contact and it was adorable, they smiled sweetly at each other and then looked away. Idc it's cute. I assume Yelena is Nats sister, because i do feel the sisterly love between them.

"Girls oh and gays" I heard Nats grandmother say. She walks over to me and pulls me into a hug. "Hey y/n, i didn't think you would come." She asked. "Well i wasn't going to but Tasha practically begged me, so here I am." I say and look at Tasha.

"Y/n Romanoff..." Her grandma whispers to herself but loud enough for me to hear. "Wait what?" She just laughs "It fits" she says and walks away.  Uhm ok.

                     *Timeskip: after the 
                         funeral thingey*

Nat is still crying hysterical, which i don't blame her on, i would have the same reaction. "Oh baby..." I hug her tight and kiss her head. "I'm so sorry.." seeing her like that makes me sad. She cries in my chest and starts breathing faster and faster.

I pull her face out of my chest, and that's when i see that her nose was bleeding.
I hold her nose and quickly take her to a nearby bathroom and hold her head above the sink. I hold her nose to make it stop from bleeding but it won't stop.

"I feel kinda light headed..." She says and clings onto me. I put her on a small chair and give her a glass of water. "Do you know what caused this baby?" I ask and give her the slice of bread i brought with me Incase this happens.

"Well.. i didn't really care for myself this last week..." She says and picks the slice of bread. I haven't been in her apartment, but i knew she didn't. I wanted to come but the hospital won't let me.

We just sat there in silence until i noticed that her nose stopped bleeding. I picked some toilet paper and cleaned up her nose. It's not like I've never done this before, when i was younger i used to get them all the time.

"Thank you..." Nat says quietly. "For what?" "Everything..." She says and tightly hugs me. "I love you and no one can stop me, not my mom, not my sister, not your mom, not your dad, not school, not kids, not police officers, not FBI, no one." I feel some kind of happiness I've never felt before, it's like you get something you've wanted your whole life.

"I love you to baby" i say and pick her up. "Are you ready to go home?" I ask and open the door if the bathroom. "Yes.. Lets go..." She's still crying and still clinging on me. "Do you want to go to your house, my house or do you want to be alone?" I ask as i get in the car.

"Could you maybe drop me off at my parents house? I really want to be home right now." She asks and she gives me the address. After 30 minutes we finally arrive, it's a average size house with a lot of dark colors. I actually love it.

Yelena comes outside and runs to us. She picks Nat up and walks inside. "Come on y/n." she shouts and i quickly run after her. I enter the house and I'm immediately greeted by the smell of freshly cooked fish.

I follow Yelena upstairs, and she lays Nat on bed who immediately falls asleep. "Here is my phone number, if there is ever something wrong, with you or her, don't hesitate just call me ok?" She says and gives me her phone so i could type her number in my phone.

"Okay, thank you. I really appreciate it."  I smile which she returns. "I really have to go now, is it okay if she stays here for some time?" I ask and give Yelena her phone back. "Yes ofcourse, god I've waited for this. Anyways i will lead you out." Yelena walks me to my car and i drive away.

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A/n:
HI! Yuh I'm still alive for fucks sake, i know i know it's been awhile 😭
Also, I ADDED YELENA INTO THE STORY. I Stan Lena hard and i always will. Anyways, i don't know what to say so yuh see y'all in the next chapter besties 🤌🏻

-MK loves you💕

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