our written love memories (to have and to hold book 2)

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After few weeks medjo nagiging ok na may doctor na always pumupunta to check on Gabrielle.. bumabalik na yung sigla nya nakakapaglaro na ulit and nakakapasok na sa school.. she even went back to swimming.. sa pool nga lang medjo di pa ready sa beach..

While yung nag asawa may coldness na pareho nilang hindi maintindihan....

While on the office hindi na matiis ni sara bakit ganon si bong..

Bong, alam kong may problema tayo pero hindi ko alam kung ano, saan nangagaling yang coldness mo? Naghihintay lang akong kausapin mo its been 3 weeks when it happened why are you treating me like this? Galit kaba dahil binaril ko si marie?

Hindi parin umimik si bong he just continue to sign the papers..

Ferdinand! Will you talk to me or ihahagis ko mga papeles nato. ..

Its nothing sara stop and work..

No i will not!!!

Sige sigaw pa.. sigaw!!!, Puro init ng ulo pinapairal mo!!
That trauma on Gabrielle she saw you binaril mo sa harap nya si marie!!!

Our daughter is fine bonget pinapalaki mo yung issue we already explained it to her she understands everything that i did that because i saw her suffering... The way marie treated her and yung sinabi ni marie.. gusto ka nyang agawin sa amin!

What do you think gagawin ko yon? Sasama ako sa kanya? You didn't trust me there na kaya kong ayusin yon without you? Na walang dahas?

Without me? Hindi mo maintindihan yung nararamdam ko non ina ako bonget i saw her kung paano nya binuhat at inalapag ng pabagsak si ate!
Na tayo dito sa bahay halos alikabok wala dahil ayaw natin naalergy cya.. ultimo langgam hindi madapuan yang bata nayan tapos ibabalibag nya lang..!!

Hindi makakalaban yon si marie nakaikot yung mga asset nandon ako kinuha ko yung baril nya.. do you think makakapalag pa yon?

So ayon! Lumabas yung totoo gagalit ka kasi binaril ko si marie?
Kinuha ni sara yung baril sa drawer..

Oh ayan sige shoot me para fair putangina!!

Shut up!!

Anong shut up!! Im asking you anong meron dito.. ano?!!
Sabi ni sara habang hinahampas cya sa dibdib...

Ok listen.. very carefully and understand hindi ka magsasalita hanggang hindi ako tapos..

Ive known marie since shes young halos tumira yan noon sa palace because of anak sa pagkadalaga ng mommy nya.. the stepfather dont like her .. and i just learned last week.. pinuntahan ko sya..

What pinuntahan mo without telling me? Ano ba ako dito ha?

Putangina i said listen and dont talk until im done!!!

Pinuntahan ko sya last week and she told me even sa records nya.. she was raped by her stepdad when shes 16 . infront of her mom but walang ginawa.. binantaan pa cya para hindi magsumbong... Nagkaroon cya ng depression

And one day may party sa palace my 20th birthday.. nalasing ako.. i had a gf that time.. i thought yung gf ko yung humahalik sakin o was so drunk.. si marie pala.. and we had sex.. doon nagsimula yung obsession nya saakin she confessed everything sinadya nya but she said i collapsed on top of her.. wala akong maalala na sya yon but . I know that i was real..
Then everyday shes showering me with gifts parang nanliligaw.. but im ignoring her.. im always telling her i dont want her.. lalong lumakas yung depression nya kasi feeling nya lahat ng tao ayaw sa kanya... And we she saw you shes so jealous.. because she knows how much i love you and our children.. gusto nya gumawa ng way para masira tayo...
Di ko man cya pansinin ok lang daw basta masira tayo...

That's why!! Ito yung reason why are you treating me like this right now? Sino gustong masira tayo si marie paba or ikaw na?

You know sometimes the reason why i dont want to talk to you like this? You know the reason why kung bakit ko pinapatagal bago ako magsalita? Because of this... Because of your attitude!! Hindi ka muna nakikinig palagi kang may rebut!!! Sa sobrang galing mo wala ka ng pinaniniwalaan! Sa sobrang galing mo pati ako na asawa mo wala kang tiwala kasi alam mo na alam mo lahat!! Im tired of your attitude mag eexplain palang may rebut kana!!

Hindi nakapag salita si sara dahil pinag hahagis ni bonget yung mga papel..
Medjo natauhan cya... Oo nga every argument gusto nya sya yung tama.. madalas hindi na mageexplain si bong.. tumatahimik nalang kahit alam nyang napaka argumentative ng ugali ni bong . Pinababayaan lang cya...

Im sorry
Yung unang word na lumabas sa bibig nya..

Im sorry kasi ganon ako.. ayokong nagpapatalo.. im sorry masyado akong matapang na hindi ko narealise na pati sayo ang tapang ko na.. na natatapakan ko na yung pride mo..

Come here..
He hugged her and kissed her..
Its fine im sorry din sa inasal ko wag ka iiyak..
Were fine... Were ok such that marami lang masyadong naganap naging busy sa work sa foundation sa newyork and what happened to our daughter..
Kaya natin to.. sisiw to satin.. hindi ito yung sisira sa atin..
Im sorry nasigawan kita masyado tayong nadala ng emotions..

Im sorry bong sobra thank you for making me realized na pati sayo nadala ko yung pagiging alpha ko.. ikaw dapat yon.. dapat im just here lang sumasabay sayo hindi dapat kita inuunahan.. forgive me on this.. promise babaguhin ko hindi man agad pero unti unti...

You dont need to change.. ikaw yan eh personality mo yan mahal ko yan.. such that minsan nagiging overpowering yung pagiging dominant mo.. but its fine i love everything about you.. nasabi ko lang yon for you to know hindi para baguhin ka.. ikaw yan Sara Vicenta.. hindi kita babaguhin kasi mahal ko yung buong ikaw.. dominant man yung ugali mo pero mabait at mabuting asawa ka naman ano paba hahanapin ko sayo.. wala na.. ikaw na lahat yon.. gusto ko lang bago mag rebut makinig muna.. wala po tayo sa court attorney..
Nandito tayo sa buhay natin hindi tayo magkalaban magkakampi tayo sa lahat ng bagay..

And your doing what right now sir unbottoning my dress again?

Yes i missed you we last did it sa new york your daddy dragon misses you a lot..

Hmmm no.. lets change..

Change the what.?

Ako dominant ngayon mr marcos sit here at the table.. ako sa chair...

Oh and then what?

Just seat.. namiss ng mouth ko si dragon..

And she played it with her hands and sucked it.

And after hes done.. magsusuot na sana cya ulit ng pants but.. she took hes undies.. and put it her desk .. ako naman magtatago ng undies mo ngayon souvenir..

And what about you not done..

Oh me dont worry im wet but lets do it sa room later on.. wear your sweat pants now.. lets work.. mamaya ka sakin ferdinand iipon ko lang lakas ko im your dominant cat for tonight..

Do this always.. i like you dirty..

She didn't answer she just winked..and get back to work..