"Think about it"
I can't
I've stopped myself
From thinking
I've blocked it out.
I don't want it.
The paranoia with every thought
Now it's all gone.
Locked away in my subconscious.
They surface now and then.
Speeches, presentations...
Sometimes even math
I can't stand it
Doesn't matter what it's about
Instant fright arises
Survival mode starts
I can't speak
I can't trust
Just leave me be.
Let my mind stay...
...blank.
...clear.
...free from that morbid shell.
You can think if you want.
I don't want to.
I'm better without it.
It triggers my paranoia.
I won't let fear run my life.
YOU ARE READING
How Did You Break In?
RandomThis is just gonna be full of random things that I write. They won't necessarily have anything to do with other books, although there will be a few short stories for them. Otherwise, just random stuff.
