It's hard enough when you have those
Days
Weeks
Months
Or even
Years
When nothing matters.
Nothing makes you happy.
When it hurts to smile but you still do so no one asks "what's wrong?"
What's worse is when you get that message saying "where have you been, why aren't you coming out or answering anyone" and you have to think of a good enough excuse to tell them so they don't know you've been sleeping for 15 hours a day. Crying the moment you open your eyes. To the point where you run out of tears to cry, feelings to feel, or thoughts to think.
You just feel
Numb.
