𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐞

𝘴𝘦𝘪𝘴

𝐀𝐦𝐢𝐫 𝐃𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐥𝐚𝐬
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"𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐞"
LAST NIGHT

"is that lo?" tionne asked me showing me his phone

"fnf tonight fuck y'all!" i heard shiloh's voice but i couldn't really see her face

"shit ion know" i shrugged grabbing the controller

"nigga you'on know yo own girl voice? and that's literally her hair look at her post from earlier she been turning up wit jada and kiara" he said making me smack my lips

unlocking my phone i went to instagram seeing shiloh's story being the first one. i tapped through it til i got near the end seeing pictures of her and her friends, reposts of her from other peoples accounts, and videos of her recording herself and here friends. i couldn't lie i felt some type of way knowing she's actively posting but not answering my texts.

"she on bullshit ion care" i locked my phone back tossing it to the side of me

if she wanna do this she can not finna keep going back and forth with her.

"man here you go wit that shit y'all niggas can't never just see eye to eye"

"shut that shit up we cool she out having fun i'm chilling shiloh not stupid" i shrugged nonchalantly

i'll knock her ass out be toothless like chrisean rock tryna play me like a dummy

"yeah whatever nigga start the game up" he waved me off

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NEXT DAY

sitting in my car outside of shiloh's house i waited for her to come outside. i had the feeling that we weren't going to get past our issue from last night but i wanted to talk it out either way. scrolling through tiktok i waited for her to come outside i could've went inside but not knowing how this conversation could go i'd rather be respectful and not go in. hearing my car door open i looked up at shiloh locking my phone.

"hey" she mumbled softly

"you was sleep?"

"no just waking up tho, what you wanna talk about last night?" she asked

"yeah" i nodded hearing her sigh and turn in the seat facing me

"real quick before you start if we gon break up let me know so i do- nobody said shit about breaking up" i cut her off

"okay my bad i just know it's gon happen again"

"how the fuc- shut you before i get mad"

"ouu fiesty" she chuckled making me mug her

"not the time? my apologizes you may begin the floors yours"

sigh

"i feel like we ain't been seeing eye to eye lately especially with shit like last night. like i said last night we got a lack of communication we both struggle with that ian putting the blame on anyone because i know for a fact i've done shit that you don't like and vice versa, i don't want this to become a bigger thing than what it is but we stuck on doing the same shit, shit still the same from the last time we had this conversation. i'm tired of the arguing and fussing."

"i agree, i hate fighting with you and lately that seems like all we've been doing i think last night added more fuel to the fire and for that i apologize. i know me taking it lightly last night didn't make it any better and then i was being childish."

heart aching right now

"so what now? ion want us to have the continuous cycle of us being good then we not then we break up" she said

"i know you don't neither do i but for right now i think it's best we take a break not break up but just get some time to figure ourselves out so we don't keep on making up and breaking up" i saw her frown up making my stomach hurt

"we did this the last time and it ended up in a breakup amir..."

"this not last time tho"

"what's the difference? and why was your first resort us taking a break? aren't we supposed to try and work this out together? it's supposed to be us against the problem" she scrunched her face up

"come on shiloh don't make it seem like i'm just tryna break up with you"

"it feels like that tho why can't we atleast try before we decided to take a break? we just gon make it into a habit of breaking up again getting back together that's not healthy"

"this isn't a breakup"

"amir breaks lead to breakups our break lead to a breakup that's what i don't want to happen and how long is this even gonna last for? we just go from being together almost everyday to barely talking anymore and when we will talk it'll be awkward. not to mention if during this time you find someone else" she rambled with a frown

"first of all if i talk to anyone else that's cheating and why are you saying all of this like this is the end of us? it's just a break for a bit then we back to normal don't do that lo"

"okay amir are we done with this?"

"yeah" i sighed

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"can you not cry?"

"leave me alone amir" she wiped her face

"i swear it's gon be good we gon be good this not supposed to be a bad thing lo" i said pulling her into me wrapping my arms around her

"i know but it still hurts a lil"

"we gon be back before you know it stop crying" i kissed her forehead

man idk
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byeee❤️-mo
7/26/2022