him ; lashton

seven

hi guys so my friend Kate gave me the idea for this whole chapter. love you girl.

it was after a show and we were playing Fifa.

ashton and I that is.

cal, michael and I were wondering why he was playing. he hates Fifa.

I didn't question him though.

I get to spend time with the love of my life.

would you question it?

"I fucking suck"

I giggled at ashton's words.

he had such an affect on me.

i am so in love.

Ashton smiled at me.

I knew why. he doesn't know I know though.

it's not like it matters.

"Can you guys just admit you're in love with one another."

fuck you, calum.

"I'm going to the bathroom."

I got up and walked out.

I was crying.

Ashton will never know how much I love him.