Styles's Anatomy (L.S)

11: Keep an eye open

Song for the chapter: Treat People With Kindness (H.E.Styles)

So today is the 28th, meaning it's my birthday. This is a surprise birthday present from me to you.

Have a wonderful day everyone, and always treat each other with kindness, care, and love. One thought I always keep in mind around birthdays is the fact that many out there spend their birthdays alone or feel lonely. Many gets none or very few wishes while others get spammed tons. It takes us a second to write "happy birthday" so let's all in the future wish each other happy birthday, we never know who really needs this wish to feel special, important, and loved. Have a good day everyone <3

Monday, 01.07.2016- H

It's first when things already have happened we look back and hope we could've done things differently. It's only then we understand the consequences of our actions. It's easy to say you should've thought about it before you did it, but sometimes we just don't. We can't every time be judged for not thinking through everything so well, because who are you to know these consequences if you have never been in a situation like this, and don't know which direction it will take you. When you are speaking from an empty mind. Sometimes we are just too innocent for our best sake. So how to solve this? By letting people be wrong, learn and experience, instead of walking away from them when they are choosing the wrong answer to satisfy your full mind. The only right way is to each day be more open and loving to the world around you. We got enough hate. We got too much discrimination, on everything from genders and sexuality to race. So before doing any actions and leave any words from your now open mouth let's listen to this word in your head 'kindness'. Let it come both yourself and the human in front of you in the best and most positive way. We only got this one life, that's a fact, that is well-known for me, and for you. We live in a world together.

"I'm sure my medical situation is worse than Mr. oldie over there Nurse Styles" a thirty year old patient is saying for the twentieth time today. The shared rooms, the worst idea ever existing. Now I'm here with two patients who are in critical conditions, and both needs a new kidney. A healthy organ isn't the easiest thing we could ask for in the world, sometimes we are just lucky.

"I will ask the doctor Mrs. Soph" I told her. She was a bright human fighting for a long life. On the bed besides her an eighty year old man asleep much to the high dosage on painkillers in his IV. They both need the new kidney to make their life go on. I might not be a fan of how they fight, but who am I to say something against them? It's a question about life or death. Who would decide the grave?

"Dr. Tomlinson, I need your advice" I tell my boyfriend who is standing in the hallway together with Niall discussing their patients condition.

"A minute Styles" Louis says and turn his attention back to Niall and their common case. Thank you Louis, I really need you now. I can't stand being in that room full of fight anymore. Even though Mr. Harder is asleep, you can feel the tension. You can feel their fight for life, and the fight between them (much due to Mrs. Soph's harsh words).

"Yes Harry?" he says finally letting me in.

"When will those two get separate rooms? And more important a kidney each?" I asked him. Louis had been the doctor for this case for a long while now, and two days ago I took over as their main nurse. Both have been here for weeks.

"We don't have rooms for that. There is a kidney on the way actually. I'm planning on doing surgery tomorrow if the kidney looks healthy" Louis spoke checking over his medical journals to make sure he was giving me the right information. A kidney means one, meaning it has to be either Mrs. Soph or Mr. Harder's.

"But who will get it?" I asked him. It was up to him, I knew it. Somehow I felt relived it wasn't up to me to take that decision.

"Mr. Harder. His condition is clearly the worst" Louis said and closed his journal.