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Tired

I don't know what happened to me.  But I don't feel like talking like before.  (It used to be said before yesterday 28.07.2022) I used to read a lot of things.  laughing  Just kidding.  I don't know, I got up at seven this morning.  Some people know that I get up at four.  But when I woke up today, for some reason, my whole body completely dragged me back to the time when I was down last year.  I spent those three months with great difficulty.  Even though it's not difficult this time, I understand that I have changed a lot since last night.

I got up at seven this morning and published the chapters for you.  After that, I used to go to YouTube and listen to a song every day. I didn't listen to songs today and I didn't go to Instagram.  Twitter did not go.  Did not watch vlogs on YouTube.  I published the chapters, looked at the urgent messages, searched for the things I had to search for, and put the phone on the charger.

I don't know if it happened because I found out the truth.

I don't know what I should do now.

My heart hurts.

I'm tired.

I am very sad.

It's hard for me.

My heart says that I don't need anyone now.

How can I be alone?

Says I want to be alone now.

How can I be alone here?

I want to let go of everything.

But how can I let go?

My heart says that I don't need anyone now.

How can I be alone?

Says I want to be alone now.

How can I be alone here?

I want to let go of everything.

But how can I let go?

I need a rest for a while.

But how do I rest?

I want to read a book.

I need to leave this work for a while.

I can't stand when my chest hurts.

I can't breathe when I see myself drowning in water.

There is no way to rest when my body is resting.

There is no way to give my brain a rest when it asks for a rest.

what am i doing

I don't know what you are talking about

I don't understand what you are saying

I can't hear you

I don't see what you are saying

Iamverytiredofeverything