Chapter 15 | fear

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"Harry .." said Ginny looking nervous "yes" said Harry , she took his hands and said:"are you quite sure about being an auror? Harry answered:"yeah it has been always my dream job"she looked in his bright green eyes and said:"do you know how dangerous this is?"

"Yeah i totally understand that"said Harry, "Harry i'm scared for you!" Said Ginny ,"i know you are scared but what's life without a little risk!" And this is what sirius had told him once "I'm afraid to lose you ! But i know i can't stop you , fighting for good had been always your passion i just want you to have a little rest"Said Ginny

"Don't worry i've had enough rest" Said Harry , Ginny interrupted him:"no you haven't!! And you are not okay !! You have nightmares , you have panic attacks ! You.are.not.okay!" Harry said :" Ginny , look ... every job has it's own risk, i mean you want to be a professional quidditch player and this is dangerous too!"

"But not as dangerous as an auror ! Harry i love you !" Ginny said , then Harry stopped for a while .. what did she just say? She said i love you ! No one have told him before that he loves him... Harry answered:"you know what? No one had told me that he loves me before" it was the first time he had confessed his feelings for someone

After all the pain and all the struggles he had been through but he actually never told anyone what he felt , he didn't have the opportunity. This is all reflecting his anger in the 5th year , he couldn't protest , he couldn't say what he had been at with the Dursley's.. how they starved him and locked him

How they mocked him for having nightmares because of his trauma , he was tortured brutally and humiliated in such a young age and Dumbledore still sending him to these people every summer . Ginny distracted his thoughts :" HARRY !" Harry answered:"yeah!" She continued:"did you just said that no one have told you that they love you?"

He answered:"never mind Gin , don't worry about me i'm immortal !" Laughing and hugging her , she didn't hug back and she looked disappointed :" Anyways Harry good luck for you in whatever you're doing and i'm proud of you Always"said Ginny

Harry replied:"that's the spirit !". She knew she couldn't stop him but at least she tried , she knew that he would be a great auror but she just wanted him to have some peace in his life.

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