Beyoncé and Nicki (better known as Beynika to the world) are happily married and has been for 8 years now! Beyoncé was so happy and content with her relationship they both are top of their genre with the money to prove it! But she knows she has more...
I'm home from work after a long tense day of working with Bey, she tried to talk to me all day but I kept it strictly professional. My feelings are hurt by what they said to me I can't lie, I even blocked their numbers cause honestly I need space I never been involved in a media frenzy before and I was hoping they'll be by my side for support but I got the exact opposite. I hate to say it but I miss them, like yes I am angry but we've shared small cute moments together and I just want those back and to create new ones.
Trying hard to avoid the depression I can feel coming on I go to run me a nice warm bath in my jacuzzi tub with my favorite scented bath bomb, light a couple candles, smoke a lil blunt, with my favorite slow jams playing in the background. I was right this relaxing soak is exactly what I needed to help shed that stress, it's not all gone but I don't feel the need to full on cry like I did before. Over the soft music that's playing I can hear repeated banging on my door! I jump out from the urgency of the knocks and quickly put on my thin silk fabric robe.
I open the door without asking who it is and see Beyoncé and Nicki on the other side. In their hands I can see my favorite snacks (white chocolate covered strawberries and vanilla bean ice cream), favorite movie (bringing down the house), and Onika with my favorite flowers (pink roses). No lie that kind of soften me up, once I look up into their eyes I can see a range of emotions
"Can we please come in mama?"
Onika ask with that pouty voice and look combo that she knows I can't resist. I let them in and lead them into my bedroom
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They sit all the items on my bed before a silence fall amongst us, not an uncomfortable one I just think we all are trying to find the right way to approach this "listen I'm not tryna start an argument, but what do you guys want?"
"Baby we didn't come here to argue either, we came to apologize to you. Baby we're sooooo sorry! We found out the truth and you was right all along!! I'm sorry we didn't believe you"
I hate crying in front of people especially them but yet again I'm overwhelmed with emotions and the tears just flow out "why didn't y'all listen to me? Do you know how bad it feels when then only people in the world you care about looks into your eyes and tell you that you're lying??"
"Baby I know-"
"No Onika you don't know! Y'all have done more than enough talking the past weeks now it's my turn!"
The girls and I spend all night talking over what happened, how we felt, and what needed to change if we want this "relationship" or whatever we are in to work. I really wanted to ask them why we never made it official but I decided not to bring it up, I shouldn't have to ask them to do anything cause if they really fucked with me the way they claimed then we should've had a title a long time ago. But it's fine I'll give us a little more time to get there.
All three of us kiss and make up and we eat the snacks while we watch my favorite movie. Beyoncé tries to be slick and slide her hand under my robe feeling my bare skin underneath, my body waste no time to react to the touch I've been craving but I'm not quiet ready to let them out the dog house just yet. The rest of the night we alternate between watching the movie and kissing and touching on each other we take it no further before eventually we all fall asleep
