apologies pt.2

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renjun

RENJUN
hey

AREUM
what do you want?

RENJUN
to apologize
i'm sorry.

AREUM
k

RENJUN
okay i'm not good at these so bear
with me but i know i totally fucked up.
it was a misunderstanding, which was
completely my fault and i'm so sorry it happened.

AREUM
what?
there's no misunderstanding here, renjun.
and you don't have to apologize for disliking me,
it's not like it's something you can help

RENJUN
i don't dislike you
what gave you that idea?

AREUM
are you joking rn
oh idk maybe the way you wanted
me to leave the bonfire last night?
or the way it feels like i'm bothering
you every time i speak in the gc?
you even avoided all your friends the
first day back at school just because
they were hanging out with me

RENJUN
trust me
i do not dislike you
it's just

AREUM
just what?
i'm getting tired of this.
if this is how it's going to be,
then i'm not interested in being
in any kind of friend group.

RENJUN
don't take it out on the rest of them
it's not their fault and they really do like you.
i just
i have a hard time trusting people.
especially when i don't know them,
and you just came out of nowhere
and they were all obsessed with you
and i just, i don't know i needed to
find something wrong with you so
that they'd realize you weren't so great

AREUM
gee thanks

RENJUN
that's not what i mean
i'm not saying you're not great
and i'm not saying you are

AREUM
wow

RENJUN
could you let me finish?

AREUM
yeah i guess
but fix ur wording.

RENJUN
anyway
i don't like change, and i didn't see why
we needed someone new in our friend
group. i thought things would change, and
i know it's childish of me but i really did get
carried away. but believe me, it had nothing
to do with you. so i'm sorry, areum.
i'm sorry i'm like this and i'm sorry you had to
deal with it and i'm sorry i hurt your feelinfs

AREUM
woah
are you-
crying?

RENJUN
mo
whatmakes you sqythat

AREUM
nothing
anyway, it's okay
i get it, kind of
i was more confused than upset
just
don't cry

RENJUN
i'm not fucking CRYINF

AREUM
crying*
and it's okay, i'll give you some time to finish <3

RENJUN
duck you.

AREUM
*fuck

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