⚠TRIGGER WARNING⚠
MENTIONS OF SUICIDE, SELF HARM, AND EATING DISORDERS⚠
I'm hated by life so much. Why do I have to go through so much pain and agony? Why do I have to deal with such suicidal thoughts. It's not fair. When is it my turn to be happy? Will I ever be happy? Will I ever be loved?
I just want to kill myself to make people happy. They'll be happy that I'm gone, but I can't go. I have friends waiting for me, but, I feel like they don't even like me. I can't commit suicide so it's a heavy result of cutting, punching, vomiting, and crying. I don't want to live, but I have to, for my friends. BUT THESE NASTY THOUGHTS WON'T LEAVE.
PLEASE JUST LET ME BE HAPPY
I WANT TO BE HAPPY
I WANT TO BE A NORMAL TEENAGER
I WANT TO BE MENTALLY STABLE
I WANT TO BE ABLE TO EAT WITHOUT THROWING IT UP
I WANT TO BE ABLE TO WEAR SHORT SLEEVED SHIRTS WITHOUT PEOPLE STARING AT MY ARMS
I JUST WANT TO BE OKAY AND HAPPY
SAVE ME SAVE ME SAVE ME SAVE ME SAVE ME SAVE ME
PLEASE
IM SO TIRED OF THIS
-2022/3/8
Fukase, signing out.❌
