Aika Robredo Oneshots

no one knows

walang naka-alam. 

walang nakaka alam na minahal kita at mas mahal na kita. 

"what'd you think?" she asked me to help her pick her outfit for her first date.

hurting while laughing, how psychotic.

was it worth it? hiding my feelings. 

i gave Aika my friend's number and now they're getting married. 

right infront of me, us. 

we were 12 when i realized that i fell. sa'yo. 22 years hiding my feelings and no one knows.

no one freaking knows. 

"shhh tahan na" patuloy niya sa pag iyak

"it hurts y/n, akala ko gusto niya ako. bet lang pala" the more you cries the more im tempted to punch that boy's face. 

tinapik ko ang kan'yang likod nagpapahiwatig na andito lang ako palagi.

"you may now kiss the bride" 

huh?

tumingin ako sainyo at saktong nag tapat ang inyong labi sa isa't isa. 

ako naman ay umiiyak katabi ko si tricia kaya ayos lang kasi kapatid at kaibigan ako aakalain ng mga tao ay normal lang. 

tumingin ako sa tabi ko at nakitang ang oa umiyak kaya naman natawa ako habang ang mga luha ay patuloy na lumalabas. 

lumingon naman siya sa'kin at tumawa habang nag pupunas ng luha.

"sino ka?" aika never introduces me as her bestfriend but a batch mate. 

"aika's bestfriend"

"aika's sister"

nag hand shake naman kami. 

"since when did you guys met?" panira niya sa katahimikan na gumagantala sa'kin dahil nag papalakpakan na ang mga tao. 

"we met in 7th grade and became best friends then classmates sa harvard as both of us were accepted. The name's Y/n, btw." 

"Tricia. how come Ate aika never introduces you to us?"

"I don't know. Maybe because we're both busy."

"Hmm" 

"are you single?" she suddenly asked 

"yes" i politely said.

"how come a beautiful lady like you is still single at the age of 31?" she put her arm on the arm rest as her fist is touching her jaw.

"im not interested" my lips formed an slight smile.

kasi kapatid mo lang minahal ko sa buong tanan ng buhay ko.

"oh well I'm engaged" itinaas niya ang kanang kamay niya at nag pakita naman ang kinang ng singsing.

"congratulations" 

Aika and Alejou's wedding. 

I'm both their bestfriend.

i didn't pursue aika when courage were on my side because alejou was already courting her. 

i dont want to be alejou's rival. 

and i dont want to be in their way. 

They look so inlove. 

how do i breathe to process this. 

seeing them laughing with their parents, taking pictures.

bigla siyang lumingon sa'kin at ngumiti iginaya akong pumunta at mag pa kuha kasama siya, silang dalawa. 

"y/n." 

"aika" 

yumakap ito sa'kin at bumulong ng "salamat" 

"thank you" pag babalik ko.

"1..2..3.." 

the photographer  took quite loads of picture as alejou and aika's hand wrapped around me. 

how sweet

and

how sad for me. 

this will be gone, hintayin nalang natin mawawala din 'to.

no one ever knows how much i love you. 

and i dont plan to ruin this amazing day for the both of you. 

i wont love you, i cant unlove you.