names scarlet, i go by snow, scar, or whitey.
Just a quick summery of everything. So my dads black but he was a light skin and my mom was Mexican but she was very light from what I seen in pictures..so I have very pale skin. Anyways todays my first day out of juvie lol. I was in for home invasion and possession of illegal drugs. Me personally I don't think it's bad but I could give less of a fuck before I got locked up everyone in my family always gave me nasty attitude and looks. At first it always got to me n made me sad. I felt so judged but it's what I had to do to make me feel like not me.... If that makes sense. I've hated myself for as long as I can remember. Not one person has made me feel like I can be me or made me like myself. Expect for my dad but after he died, my life went downhill and anger took over me. My mom abandoned me when I was a baby, so I lived with only ny dad. Then I had to stay with my ma. That's the story. Not much to it. Boring. Simple.
Present
"SCARLET.... Are you even listening to me" ma said
"si ma" I was already irritated so idk why she would scream my name like that smh
"I'm moving to Florida so I was asking if you wanted to stay here with your Tia or come with me"
FLORIDA OH HELL YEA IM GOING I don't have anything to leave behind so why not
"Me voy contigo" i said nonchalant also I never show my emotions cause that would mean people could read me very easily
"Esta vein" " we're leaving today so when we get to the house start packing"
"Okay, are we going in the car?"
"Yes"
I didn't see a need to respond to that so I turnt the other way so I can look out the window. But to my luck I see my snake ass ex best friend. I mean she's the reason that I went to juvie cause she's snitched. No I didn't get caught im very sneaky wit shit. She was my only friend and cause most people thought I was weird. I only kept her around cause I hate being lonely she wasn't much of a good friend or at all so I don't know why I told her I'm stupid.
Once we go to the house I run out of the car and went straight to my room to pack I wasn't gunna take a lot of things, my hygiene stuff my hair products lord my hair was so bad rn cause I didn't put shit in it for two months cause of that damn place, all of my sweats and sweaters, n just throw some random shit in
After packing everything
Skipping the whole car ride cause ain't nobody trynna read some boring as shit
I woke up to a decent looking neighborhood the house was nice
"Go grab your stuff while I unlock it" ma said
I get out of the car and open the trunk and grab all of the trash bags I put my shit in. J I'm walk to the door n walk Inside and set the things to a side I go find Lupita so I can see which room is mine
"Ma, which room is mine"
"Any room just don't leave me with a small ass room"
"Okay bet"
I run up the stairs and I walk into the first room on the left, nope shits to small I walk into the one on the right... that's a bathroom
I walk down the hall some more and go into the third room hell Yeaa shits nice, I walk into it, has a big closet to. I go into the last one and it's big asl nah this one for ma
I jog back down to finish getting the stuff
After putting everything away
"Go to sleep you have school in the morning I already registered you in you just have to get your schedule" ma said
"Nmms are you serious"
"Si now go to you room"
I go to my room and go on the bed and watch Netflix on my phone till I fell
First chapter eh it sucks litteral ass cheeks but enjoy :)
