Broken

Jimin's POV

Love you' that's what he said. I know I heard him say that. With all the years I've known Jungkook he's never said 'love you' to me. I mean what does he mean by that.

Is it a friendly love you like you say to friends and and family or the type of love you that has a way deeper meaning.You see this Is what I'm talking about, why do it have to be so difficult.I'm over thinking things.

It could be nothing. Yeah nothing, God I hope it was nothing.Okay it's eleven thirty and he's gonna be here at one."Tae baby " I call and soon all I hear is the energetic stomping of his little feet."Yes mowmmy ""Uncle Kookie is gonna come over for lunch do I need you to pick up all your toys and put them in your room ok"

"Otay is uncle Kookie gonna play gawmes wit me"He really loves Jungkook . Every time I mention him Taehyung just lights up. I remembered once when Taehyung was one he called jungkook . 'Dada'

Jungkook thought it was cute but I had to change the name "uncle Kookie " in his head."If you pick up all your toys and ask I'm sure he'll play with you."With that he run  to the living room too pick up his toys.

I head to the kitchen to start lunch.

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Ok' I say to my self as I finish lunch. I had 30 minutes to spare.Made Taehyung Chicken nugget with pasta cheese.  I made Jungkook soft tofu stew, japchae , and some side dishes as accompaniments.

I did pretty good. All I have to do now is wait.Soon I hear the door bell ring and I start to have anxiety."Calm down" I tell myself. It's not like this is our first lunch.I walked to the door and open it. Oh God he looked so handsome

Hey" he said with his hands in his pockets smiling ."Hey come in" I closed the door and called Taehyung . He came running and when he saw Jungkook he ran up and jumped in his arms."Hey little man"

" hi uncle kookiee " he said giggling watched the two converse and I couldn't help but smile. Jungkook will make such a good father.We all sat down to eat but Taehyung Stole the conversation, he couldn't stop talking to Jungkook telling him about his day and everything.

Jungkook listened with such intent and answered every question Taehyung asked.They all but forgot about little me. But I didn't mind I was enjoying watching them it made me feel like we were a family and starting to like it.

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After lunch we all played a little but I had to put Tae down for his nap. Of course he started to get fussy but I don't know what Jungkook told him but he just laughed and run upstairs.Of Course being the mother i am and knowing my son i had to check If he was really in bed.

To my surprise he was.I came down to see Jungkook sitting on the couch. " what did you say to him, he's actually in bed. Usually takes me half an hour and promises of ice cream to get him to take his nap".

"Nope not telling, a magician never reveals his secrets" he Says waving his hands.I scoff " oh what ever"" so we should talk" he says"Just getting right to business huh"

"Well I'm sure everyone wants to know""Who's everyone""Don't worry about that" he says with a smirk" ok first off when we kissed I was surprised but I did like it"

"Really, I could tell with the way you were holding on the me"."Your real cocky aren't you. But seriously I did like it and it also left me with a lot of conflicting feeling"

"Well you already know how I feel"I look at him side ways" no, you just attacked me with your mouth"He leans in closer " I'm pretty sure you heard 'love you' at one point from me".

" you meant that as in your in love with me""Yes""How do you know. This can just be some crush" I was in such disbelief."You wanna know how I know I love you. As cliche as it sounds I knew I loved you from the moment I saw you. Remember the first time we met. that day you are at the supermarket in the baby section and your hair was a mess, you had stains all over your shirt ,you were still in your pajama bottoms, you had two different shoes on and you looked like you haven't slept in days but you had a smile on your face.

the moment you picked up that baby food you had a smile and I thought you looked so beautiful.so I 'accidentally' bumped you with my cart.I started to make conversation with you and as time went on we kept 'accidently' bumping into each other at the supermarket, my curiosity got the best of me and I just had to ask if you are married because you were too amazing not to be but when I found out you were divorced and why I thought 'what an idiot' , that I would never do something like that to you and I only knew you for a short time. you had me feeling ways that I never even felt before with anyone else.The first time I met Tae he was such an adorable baby and seeing you with him I feel like I had a family.

I didn't want to tell you my feelings because I knew that you were still hurting and the last thing you needed was another guy in your life when you already have a little one that you needed to take care of. so for years I was just the best friend and Tae godfather.

Everytime I see you I think you are such a beautiful kind hearted smart curious helpful
Good mother and all around a wonderful person , that the best part of my day is when I get to talk to you on the phone or see you and Tae so that's how I know that its not a crush because if it is I've had a crush on you so will you be my boyfriend. He says as he looks at me.

I remember the day i first Met Jungkook. Taehyung was with my parents. I had to go buy food and I I didn't even care how I looked I just knew my baby needed food.At this point I'm crying so hysterically, I never knew he felt this way and to hear him say all these things about me and Taehyung just made him that much more of the already amazing guy he is.

I keep thinking to myself what the hell am I doing worrying about someone else who hurt me when I already have someone so great sitting right next to me. Who loves me.I may not know if I love him but I may still not inlove Yoongi and maybe he deserve forgiveness and he's still the father of my child. "Yes" I say to Jungkook.

"Yes?" He smile and look at me with heart eyes. He kissed me and I kissed him back. We decide to watch a movie cuddling together in the living room.

Well?