Once i got back to my room i just sat in the corner of my bed questioning why i did what i did.. Deciding it was because hormones or something i got up to eat breakfast i just made myself a bowl of cereal and felt startled when i felt a hand on my shoulder turning around to see hyunjin i smiled then let i fade remembering what i just did thinking about him
I felt embarrassed seeing him so i grabbed my bowl then walked past him to the table and sat down and began eating until he appeared in front of me with his own bowl of cereal i tried to ignore him i could hear him trying to start conversation on multiple occasions but i ignored that too until i heard a slight sigh then saw him walk away i was relieved but also sad?..
Hyunjin Pov
Sleep well? I said trying to start conversation with felix but he was back to ignoring me i was confused what did i do wrong? After so many attempts to talk to him i sighed and washed my bowl and walked back to my room closed the door and locked it i sat on my bed trying to think back to what i could have done.. But nothing came to mind i was tired of felix ignoring me like this.. I didn't even notice the tears flowing down my face i scoffed thinking how pathetic i must look right now.. I wiped my tears and got up unlocked my door hoping to see felix somewhere around when i didn't i went to his room and knocked on his door
Felix Pov
I was back to reading minsung fanfics when i heard a knock on my door i got up and opened it surprised to see hyunjin "Can we talk" he asked of course i couldn't say no i opened the door inviting him in as he sat down on my bed i closed the door "So, W-what did you want to talk about" i asked refusing eye contact still embarrassed about what i did when he didn't respond i looked up confused and saw him crying i almost fell into tears myself i made him cry? "What's wrong?" i said knowing what was wrong "Felix" He said as he grabbed my hands and held them "look i'm sorry for whatever i did just don't go back to ignoring me i hate it when you do that it makes me so vulnerable.. I hate feeling vulnerable we both like eachother but somehow it always comes back to you ignoring me.." He said which made a few tears drop from my eyes "I-i'm sorry you didn't do anything wrong it's what i did" i didn't really want to tell him what i did..
"You did? What did you do?" he asked confused "I-i... uh when i was showering i um.." More tears rolled down my face i felt hyunjin wipe then "Take your time" He said I felt even worse he's so patient and here i am making him cry..
"I- uh well.. I gavemyselfahandjobimigineingitwasyou!"
i quickly said the end not really wanting him to hear it.. "What? I couldn't hear you" he said "I-.. gave myself a..mhh Imagining it was you" I still said it quiet and fast but I think he got the message his face did flush red after i said it.. "O-oh" was all he said and i felt even more embarrassed so i grabbed my throw blanket and hid under it not wanting to see his face "S-sorry"I said.. "I'm shocked.. But it's fine ok? Just um *sighs* it's true i don't really know how to reply to this.." he said which made me let out some sobs then i felt myself get lifted up onto his lap which made me flush pink he laid my head on his shoulder "It's really fine ok? Don't cry about it.." he said as he stroked my hair which calmed me down "S-still im sorry" I responded still upset at what i had did "It's fine let's just sit like this for a while ok?" And so we did we sat comfortably like that until i feel asleep i think?Hyunjin Pov
Me and felix sat like that until he fell asleep i laid him down and covered him with a cover and kissed his forehead then exited the room
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Stray kids (Hyunlix)
RomanceThis is my first time writing a story someone besides myself will read hopefully you enjoy this book you proablly won't because you'll drown in my awkward-ness.. 12/23/22- - why dose this story have more than 5k reads... like this story is not goo...