Sometimes
When I think about things when it's early in the morning
I wonder if my dad is bad or not
He's always barging in my room
Throwing me around
Chasing me around the house
And he's constantly yelling
He doesn't just do this to me
But to my siblings and my mom as well
And being honest, anytime I'm around him and he's not doing anything
My anxiety skyrockets
Because I know he's gonna do something
Also!
He constantly squishes us and gives us "aggressive affection"!
The squishing is self explanatory, he lays himself down on top of one of us.
Keep in mind, he's the biggest person in the house.
The "aggressive affection" is just...violent hugs.
It honestly hurts me.
And no doubt it hurts my siblings and mom too.
Being honest.
It took me a little to get the courage to post this.
I couldn't decide whether or not to keep this between myself and my friends, or to post this.
