I was going through a box I had in my room out of curiosity
And on the top of all the contents, there were a shit ton of papers I had brought home from school
Some were actual shit from school (Dress code updates and for some reason a safety plan from my therapist) others were papers I had borrowed and never given back
There were a few blank sheets, some poems I had written, but a lot of the shit?
Was my Cult X research
ALL FROM LAST SCHOOL YEAR-
AND TRUST ME
THERE'S A LOT-
I EVEN REMEMBERED WRITING DOWN SOME OF THE SHIT I WROTE DOWN-
Jeez-
I was obsessed with that shit-
I'm not doing research anymore, but what I'm doing is more like-
Observations-
I watch the videos, I make a mental note of what I see
Nothing more-
