Nothing Is Forever (Gerard Way Love Story)

This Is Goodbye

Three chapters in one night? Yupp!

Hope you enjoy!

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Gerard's POV

After Briella left, I felt like my whole world shattered. I can't believe I lost the girl who stuck with me through everything. The girl who supported me. The girl who gave me her heart

Well no actually I can believe it because well I fucked her over. I cheated on her and worse.. I told her I didn't love her. I don't know what the hell I was thinking when I told her that

I loved her but I also loved Lyn-Z. Lyn-Z made me feel so relaxed and normal, but Briella made me feel crazy, she made my world go upside down, she drove me nuts, she made me angry, but at the end of the day she was always there for me

No matter how many times we got in fights she was always there for me. Always kissed me good morning and had breakfast ready even though I told her she didn't have to. She made me feel like.. I don't know how to explain it

I went over to Mikey's to try and fix things with Briella but she wasn't there. Neither was Audree. I saw Mikey crying on the couch

When he told me he and Audree had gotten in a fight cause he kept my dirty little secret I felt like a complete douche bag

I tried calling Brie many times but she kept rejecting my calls. I called her mom's house and Darren told me to never call again and hung up

I slept over at Frank's. I couldn't be in the house where Briella and I had made love so many times, made so many memories. Where we had made a home

"Dude get up it's past 1 pm and we have band practice in 2 hours" Frank came and threw a pillow at me and handed me two pills and a water "here for your hangover"

I don't know what I'd do without him. He was seriously my best friend "thanks Frankie" I sat up and took the pills "Seriously thanks for everything" He nodded and walked out of the living room

I got up and took a shower. We headed off to the studio afterwards. By the time we got there ray, Mikey, and Bob were there

"hey guys" Frank gave each of them a bro hug and I smiled awkwardly. I knew Bob hated me right now because he saw Briella like if she was his little sister and Ray, well Ray tried to stay out of it. Mikey had no choice. Audree was sisters with Briella after all

We did an ok practice. Brian, our manager told us to go home and rest. Tomorrow we started to record our next album. Great. All I wanted right now was to see Briella and kiss her. Apologize to her a million times and just hold her in my arms

This was going to be the death of me.

Briella's POV

I woke up early since my flight was at 10. We had breakfast in silence. My mom and Darren were upset that I was leaving. I decided not to tell my mom just yet about my pregnancy and I made Audree promise not to tell anyone 

When the time was right she could tell the guys except Gerard. He was to never know. Not now, not ever.

"I'm going to miss you so much baby!" My mom hugged me tightly as we got to the airport. I was going to miss her too but I told her she could go visit me anytime

Darren spoke up "Things aren't going to be the same without you pumpkin" He pulled me in for a hug. Over the years he and I got close. He was more of a father than my real one was.. especially after what happened that awful night

They never caught him and it scared me that he would find us but all that went away when police knocked on our door to inform us that he was found dead in a ditch a year ago. I should have felt sad or something but I felt relieved

Audree found out the sad truth behind him and she cried. She loved him but he only wanted us because well he was psycho and sick

"I'm glad she has you Darren" I smiled and gave him another hug until I heard my flight being called

I gave them each one last hug before boarding my plane. I was seriously going to miss them but it was for the best. I guess this is goodbye New Jersey

The flight took about 6 hours to get there and I felt exhausted after crying so much but I felt better when I saw Stacy waiting for me

She squealed and hugged me "I'm so happy to see you!" I laughed at her eagerness. We drove down to her apartment and I told her everything on the way "Wow what a complete asshole!" She was mad but then her face softened when I told her I was pregnant

"He doesn't know and I want to keep it that way" I looked out the window and she went silent

"Fine by me.. but we gotta get a bigger place than!" She was happy to see me just like I was to see her

We stopped by a phone store and I got a new phone and number. I texted Audree, my mom, and Darren. Only they would have my number. I told Audree that Mikey could have it but after a while

I was going to start new. I was going to forget about the band.. about him. Even if I had his baby growing inside of me, he would never know and it was for the best. I was going to move on and leave him in my past

I was going to erase all of my feelings for him. Gerard was now my past. Nothing more. Like people say.. nothing is forever.

Last chapter guys!!

I've been thinking though of making a sequel but I'm not sure yet.

If I do make a sequel then it'll be out in a few days or so..

For now I'm going to focus on my Bryan Monte story. Read it if you haven't!

Xo, Ash (: