care for me. (henpat)

i loved a boy

henry's pov:
i didnt mean to hurt patrick. and then it hit me. i loved patrick, he treated me well but not as nicely as the rest of the boys. i love patrick and i don't wanna loose him, i don't want him to move at all.

it's 3 more weeks until patrick moves away from derry. i'm 15, hes 17. next week is his fucking birthday. he will be turning 18, and i'll still be 15. god i hate our age gap. anyways i haven't talked to him in 3 days and i'm pretty sure hes never gonna forgive me. i heard a knock at the front door. my dad was still home and i walked to the door. "move fag, i'll open the door." i stepped away and saw patrick at the door, his hair was wet, probably because it was raining a bit ago. "hey can i talk to henry?" my dad agreed and sent him over to my room, i rushed to my bed and pretended to be sick. "henry are you okay? is this a bad time?" "no patrick, why do you wanna see me anyways? didn't i break your heart?" "yeah you did but it doesn't mean i would never forgive you, i still love you no matter what henry."

(small chapter)