Alec Benjamin songs lyrics

𝑳𝒐𝒄𝒌 𝒎𝒆 𝒖𝒑 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆

Well, I was walkin' through some shops at the mall
A gold Versace watch was hangin' up on the wall
And no, I didn't have the money to buy all
So I thought about takin' it
I saw this movie playin' up in my head
I walk outside and get a Mercedes Benz
Go drivin' down the 5 and even though it's pretend
Maybe I'm a maniac
If it were illegal to have evil in the mind and cut me open
Wonder, would they be surprised?
Or there are other people that are equally inclined
To think about the heinous things
I think about
Is it only me
Is it unnatural to
To have these thoughts sometimes?
Am I alone, am I some type of criminal?
Oh, If they could read my mind
Would they lock me up for life?
Lock me up for life?
Would they lock me up for life?
Lock me up for life?
There's things I wouldn't even say to my shrink 'cause I'm ashamed of what the doctor would think
Like when I felt alone and hated my life
So I thought about takin' it
I saw this movie playin' up in my head
Next to my casket were some family and friends
And even though I know that's not how it ends
There was no shakin' it
If they forced a needle through a cortex in my brain
Wonder what they'd think that maybe I had gone insane
Or there are other people that are equally deranged
To think about the heinous things
I think about
Is it only me?
Is it unnatural to
To have these thoughts sometimes?
Am I alone, am I some type of criminal?
Oh, If they could read my mind
Would they lock me up for life?
Lock me up for life?
Would they lock me up for life?
Lock me up for life?
Tell my mother that I love her
I'm not coming home from jail
I'm so sorry I'm so sorry
And tell my father not to bother
Waste a dollar on my bail
I'm so sorry I'm so sorry
Is it only me?
Is it unnatural to
To have these thoughts sometimes?
Am I alone, am I some type of criminal?
Oh, If they could read my mind
Would they lock me up for life?
Lock me up for life?
Would they lock me up for life?
Lock me up for life?