So Close Yet So Far

Chapter 16

R-18.

I've been thinking for quite some time. Hugo and i are back on sleeping together but it stayed there. I need to level up our relationship.

That's the original plan after all.

It's been 2 months since i had a talk with Aurora

Walang nagbago hindi kami umaastang mag-asawa. Habang dumadaan ang maraming araw walang nag-iiba sa relasyon namin.

Lagi kong sinusubukan na halikan siya ng mariin pero lagi itong umiiwas I don't know what's his problem and what's stopping him but that won't stop me.

I've decided that i should start my bold move now before it's too late.

I know it won't be easy but there's nothing wrong with trying.

This relationship of ours should lit up.

I looked at my reflection in the mirror. I am wearing a white night dress. It's not too short, it looks modest I didn't wanna look so eager.

The nightdress is above the knee it is long sleeved and has a ribbon on the chest, the wrist of the dress also has a ruffles.

The dress is thin and loose.

I usually wear pajama set or a long night gown when i sleep whenever i am with Hugo. I used to wear Lingerie way back when i was not yet married.

Pero noong kinasal ako kay Hugo i stopped wearing it. Nahihiya ako sa kanya.

It's already 11 PM i know Hugo is already in his room.

Dumeretso ako sa kwarto nito at nakita ko siyang nakahiga at nakapikit pero alam kong gising pa ito.

Tumabi ako sa kanya tsaka umunan sa braso nito.

Nag dadalawang isip ako kong gagawin ko ba talaga ito.
But i have to.

"Hugo?" Tawag ko sa kanya tsaka ko itinaas ang kamay kong nakayakap sa kanya patungo sa diddib nito.

He stilled na para bang nagulat sa paraan ng pagtawag ko sa kanya.

I lifted my head from his shoulder tsaka ko siya hinalikan sa panga nito.

I started moving my hands from his chest. He is wearing his shirt i was about to lift it with my right hands when he captured my hands stopping me with what I'm doing.

"Priscilla Innana, stop this already." Mariin at maawtoridad nitong sabi.

But I didn't stop hinila ko ang kamay ko na hawak nito tsaka ito nilipat sa mukha niya upang iharap ito sa akin.

I kissed him with different intensity that i have been giving him for the past month.

Ngayon hinalikan ko siya na parang may pinapahiwatig.

But he didn't responds.

"Hugo please respond." Sabi ko tsaka ko hinawakan ang labi nito.

"Please." Ulit ko habang patuloy na hinahalikan.

"I want you Hugo."

He gently pulled me away from him stopping me. Nasasaktan ako tuwing ginagawa niya ito sakin. Nilalayo ako na para bang isa itong pagkakamali tuwing napakalapit ko sa kanya.

Asawa niya ako pero hindi niya ako tinuturing na asawa.

Tumingin siya sa akin na para bang nahihirapan na siya.

"I can't." Maiksi nitong sabi.

"Why?" Tanong ko umaasa ako na may makukuha akong sagot sa kanya para mas malinawan ako.