chapter thirty five

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Irteza's POV

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Irteza's POV
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I was sitting on the bed in my room, my mind was lost while my fingers were playing with the switch of the lamp, bringing the light in the room, then again turning it dark, repeatedly.

Aleeza has no idea how much she has hurt me. My heart is aching because of her. I closed my eyes and rested the back of my head on the head board.

I remembered how happily i entered the cafeteria, my heartbeat quickened when i saw Aleeza sitting there, i was about to call her when i heard what she was talking with Ankita

"Irteza and i are better off just as friends. He will not feel anything more than that for me and same goes for me also" Aleeza said, my face fell hearing her words

"But I can see you are more than a friend to him" Ankita said, and i sighed in relief at least someone can see the truth, but aleeza's next words shook me to the core

"Yeah more than like a "bechari Aleeza" (poor Aleeza). He doesn't feel anything for me, i realised he has a very good and kind heart, he must be feeling sorry for me, maybe that is why he is doing all this for me. I cried in his arms, and he pacified, maybe I am just a troubled person for him and he does things for me out of pity"

I looked at her in shock. Is this what she thinks about me? I left immediately from there, i wanted to leave from there but i couldn't. I couldn't leave her alone.

I called her in the car, when she came i didn't even feel like looking at her, i was hurting from her words, even she didn't make any effort in talking to me, we just drove in silence.

"What are you doing?" Aleeza asked entering the room, my fingers paused at the button, i opened my eyes and looked at her. She was standing next to me

"Is everything ok? You look upset" She asked

"He does things for me out of pity" her voice echoed in my head

"I'm tired, i should sleep now" i said

"Are you alright?" She asked, i just nodded my head and laid on the bed, she also came to her side

"You know what happened today....." She started telling me about her day, but i zoned out. I was just thinking that she actually turned my every single effort in ashes

She is the first girl in my life for whom i actually felt something, but she made my love into a charity case. It hurt me deeply

"Are you listening?" She interrupted my thoughts. I looked at her face. Why can't you see the love in my eyes for you?

"I am sleepy, good night" i said and turned my back at her. I will keep my distance from her from now onwards.

It will really not bother her, because she is really not affected by me, I have realised it now. She only sees me as a friend and i can never be more than that.

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