Paranoid ~ Miczzy

Do i love him..?

// helloooo! So tomorrow I return back to school since I was in quarantine, and I am feeling a little better which is good! But anyway this story I really love it you guys! I'm like still thinking of new ideas and everything! But I hope you guys enjoy it so far! It's really good and fun too. But some chapters may be short but yeah! I try to make it long and fun too. So Mick is very very confused but not confused he didn't tell the group that he's gay, and that he has a huge crush on Ozzy! Which made him a little shy around him..but he doesn't know why? Why Ozzy made him feel that way towards him..let's find out//

Micks Pov

Shh do I think of him when im alone..? I mean Ozzy is one of the greatest and funniest guy too, he always ask if im doing okay or anything.. his very sweet and very handsome too..— god maybe im falling for him? I dunno..no one know im gay.. ugh! Why is is so hard for me to just come out?? I mean.. I don't know anymore..
i heard my door knock and saw it was Nikki..I smiled softly.
"Hey.." I said.
"Hi.." Nikki walked in and sat down next to me. He looked at me and noticed something was wrong, oh shit...
"You okay there buddy? You seem...very off like confused." Nikki said. I know he could be serious like this, but when his high on coke? Nope his very different but without it, his really a good friend.
"Well..I dunno..I just feel very confused on my feelings towards someone.." I looked down..should I tell him..? Or—
"Talk to me come on you could tell me anything." Nikki patted my back. I smiled softly and took deep breaths... well here it goes..
"Well..Yknow why we go to Yknow strip clubs and I turn off all the girls..?" I started to get nervous. But Nikki nodded as he listen. "That's because im....i-im gay.." My heart was beating very fast.. holy shit my palms started to sweat, as I got very nervous.. What if he kicks me out of the band?? Or what if he starts to hate me?? Or—
"Your Gay?" Nikki said kinda surprisingly.
"Y-yeah.. it's fine if you wanna ki-"
"Oh Mick! No wonder why you reject those hot babes! Jeez..now I understand why! But you could've told us I mean we support you no matter what! Your like our older brother dude!" Nikki said. I looked at him shockingly woah...he..he supports me?...
"Ohh Sixx.." I hugged him as I felt tears formed, Nikki hugged back as he rubbed my back. Wow..im glad he supported me..!
"Now..tell me who do you like?" Nikki looked at me. I felt shy and felt my face blush.
"O-Ozzy.." I blushed as I smiled like a high school girl. Nikki squealed as he claps his hands. "Awww!! You like Ozzy??? Oh my! That's so so cute!! You two would be Perfect!! I mean..I dunno if his Yknow Gay or something but if he was. You two will look cute as hell!" Nikki ranted happily, I couldn't help it but laugh! Wow! This is real shocking but..im still confused tho.. I mean yeah I do have feelings for Ozzy but..dunno..
"Well..thanks heh but..dunno" I shrugged
Nikki hugged me. I smiled lord..
"It'll be okay! Trust me I assure you two will end up together I meaaan you guys always seem to be hanging out too much!" Nikki smiled. That is true! Me and Ozzy we've been hanging out too much! He takes me to the beach, arcades, and restaurants too! Lord..I kinda feel like he'll ask me on a date..—
"Well imma head off to bed! Night night." Nikki ruffled my head and walk out. I smiled and told him Good night, lord.. I mean...
Do I love him..? Do I love Ozzy?...
I sighed as I lay down on my bed. And thought of him.. of Ozzy... maybe I am falling im love with him..? Maybe I do love him..

I'm falling im love with Ozzy..

//sorry if it's too short! But hope you guys enjoy//