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Skin
It was never enough to be myself,
Thus a lot of me was withheld
Lost me in the charade of my so called life,
Everyday I feel less and less alive,
Ooh
Wish I could decide
To listen to my own advice
But then I'm always fake,
Just for the sake of it,
And oh I don't feel comfortable in my own skin, can't remember the places I've been, but I'm in hell now though, oh wish I could just grow, you know?
I look at the mirror,
And I'm just filled with terror,
Cause I can't recognize the reflection,
Is it all cause of the deception?
That now I'm a nightmare to myself
And maybe everyone else
-Jafisaal
