It'll always be you// Tommy Shelby

20

It's been a month and a half since we moved into our new house I am going to pop any day now

"Ana"Tommy said walking in to the dining room where I sat reading a book drinking tea

"Yes?"I asked looking up at him

"Now don't be mad"he said..oh god..

"What did you do?"I asked putting down my book and standing up

" it's beauty"he said

"What about her?"I asked

"She's... pregnant"he said

"What how?"

" well the normal way thing get pregnant"he said

"Haha"I said

"So Polly is coming over to be with you while I'm gone...should be back by tonight"he said

"Tommy I really I don't want you to  go a long ways away right now"I said looking down at my belly The last couple of days I've been having pains throughout the day but Polly said it's normal

"It's not that far enough anything happens Ana I will be here I promise ok?"he said putting his hands on my belly

"Ok just hurry back"I said kissing him as he walked out the door not to long later Polly and johns wife came..for the Life of me I can't remember her name

"How are you today?"polly asked

" i'm a little more uncomfortable than usual"i said

We all talk for a couple hours tell about midday

"Aww"I said as I stopped and leaned against the counter

"Are you ok?" Polly asked coming in to the kitchen as I slowly start walking to the table in the Kitchen

"Ya I just need a Second I-Oww" I leaned over and put my elbows on the table And the pain went through My stomach

"Ana?"polly said touching my back helping me stand straight

"I think I need to Lie down will you he-oh god"I said as I feel a rush of liquid fall between my legs to the floor

"Ok... let's get you to a room"she said helping me up the stairs

"Someone call Thomas Shelby tell him his baby is about to come to the world!!"polly yelled as people start to rush around the house

"Come on lay back"she said as John's wife comes through the door

" ow! Ow!"i Ground in pain as The pain in my stomach intensifies

"Polly..what..about ..Tommy"I said breathlessly when I was a knock on the door

" mr. Shelby is on the phone"someone said

"Polly"I said as she gets the phone

"Hello?"she said

"For about an hour...you don't have a lot of time...she need to start pushing.....ok"she said hanging up

" he's about 2 hours away"she said

"I have to I have to pu-ahh!!" i yelled out

"Come on Ana push"Polly said

"Uhhh!!"

"You almost there" John's wife said

"Ahh! I can't I-"

"You can Anastasia one more big push"Polly said

"Ahhhh!!-ha" I Breathe out when the Pain stop and a baby cried

"It's a boy"polly said handing me my baby wrapped in a blanket

"Ohh"I said looking to him

"Coda Michael miller Shelby"I said smiling

"He's perfect"Polly said as I hold him to me after a little while polly  helped me stand and clean up we sat in the living room by the fire I held my baby  Polly read a book when the door busted open Tommy, John and Arthur came in

"Shhh...the baby's sleeping"polly said as I looked up at Tommy Who was frozen in his spot

"The name?" he asked after a few minutes slowly making his way to me

"Coda Michael miller Shelby"I said to him as I see tears flow down his face

"We have a son?"he asked still in shock

"Yes Tommy we have a son"I said and slowly stood making my way over to him

"Here"I said putting him in his arms

"He so little"he said

"We have a son"he said again as he sits down holding him in his arms

"Hi coda..."he said as coda lifted his little hand wrapping it around his finger

" congratulations"author and John said to me

"Thank you" I asked looking back at Tommy As he held our son in his arms

"Come on now let's give them time alone" Polly said getting John and Arthur and leaving

"I'm sorry"he said looking up at me

"I'm sorry I wasn't here for you"he said looking down at coda

"It's ok"I said

"No I should of been here"he said

"Tommy it's fine everything's fine"I said slowly sitting next to him wiping his tears away

"Look at him"I said putting my finger on codas chin 

"Thank you"he said

"For what?"I said

"Give ma a reason you and coda are my reason Ana"he said as I kissed his cheek

"There's only one bad thing"I sad

"What?"

"No sex"

"God help me"

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"Hey Polly" I said holding coda in my arms

"Let me have" she said taking him in her arms

"Can you believe it's already been three weeks?" I Said sitting down

"They grow fast" she says

"Yes they do"I said we set an talk for a while before we when home

"Come on little love it's time for bed" I said walking up upstairs to the room

"Shhh" I hushed him then started to sing

"Your my sunshine my only sunshine you make me happy when Skies are gray you'll never know dear how much I love you please don't take my sunshine away".

I laid him in the crib

"He asleep?" Tommy asked coming in to the room

"Ya" I said walking to him and kissing him

" how was your day?" I asked

" stressful"he said

"Sit on the bed"I said as he did as I said quickly I get on my knees in front of him and pulling him out of his trousers slowly I start to move my hand up and down

"Uhh" he groans quietly as I put him in my mouth moving my hand up and down

"Mm"he moaned as he started to twitch in my mouth I went faster the he shot his seed down my throat pulling back i wiped my bottom lip

"Batter?" I asked

"Yes"he said putting me up and laying in bed

"I love you Ana"

"And I love you Tommy"