"Your brother"
I was in disbelief. "wha- how? mingi and
mingyu are my brothers not you" he pulled
out his phone and showed a picture of me in preschool and him at the entrance of my
preschool holding hands. "I'm your REAL
brother, and your name is not Minji... its
Ji-min... Kim Ji-min" I was speechless and completely dumbfounded. "so my sister- isn't
your real sister" Yoongi interrupted. "You have
to come meet Mom, Ji-min" Namjoon said excitingly. "She will be so happy to find out that
I found you" I put on my slippers and left the
dorm. "This is absolute rubbish.. my current family is my REAL family" I mumbled to myself.
I ran off to the botanical garden in the heart of the school. Despite it being the middle of the
night, I didn't want to have to stay in that room again. The moon provided the right amount of light for me to see my way around the school. I made myself comfortable and sat on a
hammock. I have my phone! I pulled it out and looked at my contacts.
- Mom 🌚
- Jae Eonni 🙄
- girl magnet gyu 🧲
- Mingi 🐱
- Tae💛
Huh. I only have five contacts I'm such a loser!
I said while chuckling. I looked at my social media account. not a single message from anyone. that's good.
"There you are"
I turned around. "Can't you pretend that you didn't see me Hoseok?" I sighed and looked
back at my screen. "Namjoon is looking for
you... Ji-min" I frowned. "Don't call me that!
It's Minji NOT Ji-min" I stated. "Namjoon has already proven that you are both biological siblings what more evidence do you need to
stop being in so much denial?" I began
scratching my hand. "Stop it" Hoseok grabbed my wrist and held it firmly. "I don't want you getting hurt... again" our eyes made eye
contact and not one of us broke it. I watched as
his eyes drew attention to my left eye then my right eye and then... my lips. The hand that was not in his grasp gripped onto the hem of my drawstring hoodie. I noticed him slowly stepping
closer. My heart beat sped up with every step
he took. I gulped as he let go of my wrist and cupped my face. He leaned in and placed his
lips on mine. I felt fireworks going off inside my
body. I didn't dare to move a single muscle. My heart was beating out of my chest as one hand was holding my cheek while the other was now softly wrapped halfway around the side of my
neck. After what I did to him and his sister it would be wrong for me to kiss him back. I pushed him away softly. "Hoseok... I barely even know you" He had his head hung low.
"Why did you kiss me?" He shrugged. "I- I don't
know I just-I kissed you" My heart began to beat again. "Minji! There you are!" Namjoon said with a big smile on his face. "Oh- Hyung you found
her before me?" Hoseok's cheeks were red. He nodded before giving me a quick glance. "I'm going to head back to my dorm then I guess"
I said. I waved goodbye to Namjoon and softly
nodded at Hoseok. I avoided making eye
contact and continued on my way.
That was my first kiss ever
and the person who I despised the most
was the first to kiss me
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Namjoon's POV
As soon as Minji had disappeared out of sight,
I looked at Hoseok. "Did something happen? You're blushing" he covered his face. "oh-
don't tel me... do you- you know" I winked at
him. "No Namjoon" I tsked. "I don't think Minji want's to accept that your her biological brother" he said with a worried tone. "What makes you say that?" I replied. "She's confused Namjoon!..
She loves her current family, we're putting her under too much pressure all because of the dream she had that happened to be a reality!" I felt guilty now that I thought about Minji.
"Let her take her time to accept the truth then rekindle your relationship with her" Hoseok said before walking off and me following behind. "Do you think she'll come back and say hi to our
Mom?" Hoseok shrugged. "Just... I don't know, trust the process, okay?" Hoseok commented. I clenched my jaw. "Stop clenching your jaw, it makes you look hot" my frown turned into a
shocked face. "CHILL all the girls drool over you when you do that smirk thingy along with your jaw clenching habit" Hoseok commented. "Let's go back to our dorms before that weird witch
wakes up" Hoseok whispered.
I really hope that she decides to accept
what I told her.
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Hyeri's POV
"Eonni, what if she doesn't come back?" Chaeryeong said with an unnoticeable pout.
"We just have to wai-" the door slowly opened and in walked Minji with a red face. she leaned
on the door, causing it to close and slid down to the floor. "Minji!" We all shouted and raced over to her and pulling her into a group hug. Not a peep came out of her mouth. "you alright?" I
asked. She didn't look at me. I felt her right cheek then place the back of my hand on her forehead. "You don't have a fever..." she took her slippers off then slowly stood up and walked to
her bed. she collapsed on to it and hid herself under her blanket. "Do you want me to call your sis-" I paused remembering the shocking discovery we had made earlier. I signalled the
girls to go get ready to sleep and stayed by Minji's side for a little longer hoping for a single word to come out of her. "There's something bothering you Minji, tell me what it is" she
removed the blanket revealing a frown.
"Stop acting like you care about me when you don't! I'm a burden to you! I always have been and I always will be" I felt my heart shatter at
her sudden outburst. She now had tears streaming down her face. I pulled her into the biggest hug my arms could give and comforted her as much as I could. My baggy grey shirt had
now become a soaked rag desperately wanting to be dry again. It was as if the tears she was crying was all stored and kept hidden away waiting for someone to help get rid of them.
I caressed her back and held her tightly enough for her to still be able to breathe. She reminded me so much of me. She was probably waiting for someone to show her this kind affection and
attention for a long time. "Let it all out" were the only words that could come out of my mouth. She began wailing on an on for quite a while. At about four in the morning, she finally decided to
lay down and rest but she wouldn't let me return to my bed. She held onto me tightly as she quietly snoozed away. Her eyes were puffy and red and she looked completely drained out.
"I hope you'll feel better in the morning... Ji-min"
