the second time we met was
more nerve-wracking than the first
for the first
I didn't know you yet
I didn't love you yet
I wasn't scared that my heart would break
our first and second time meeting
were almost a month apart
my view of you changed in only one month
now I knew you
now I loved you
I was scared of the eventual heartbreak
you'd walk straight to me
your eyes met mine
and I froze
everytime
