It didn't have to be that serious. He didn't have to lash out like that.
He wanted what was best for the 'both' of them. He thought he would agree with him.
Maybe he was a fool to assume a thought of a different specie. Maybe he was a fool to fall deep under him.
As one side benefits, the other silently suffers.
With each audible step, the more anxious he becomes. Praying to himself that no matter what happens tonight, he'll at least still see the light of the next day.
Starting off with a gentle knock on the wooden texture. Waiting for a reaction from the opposite side.
"Sunghoon?"
...
"I'm sorry."
..
The man let out a deep sigh. With his fingers around the doorknob, he attempted to twist it only for the door to be locked by the other.
His forehead now making contact with the door, he shut his eyes close, trying to convince the younger to at least respond to him.
"I'm sorry for what happened yesterday. I didn't mean to hurt you that way. Please, I just want to see you.."
How ridiculous it is to state an apology as if you're only talking to yourself. If someone was watching him right then and there, they'd think he was crazy. Although someone was listening to him. Well, forced to listen to him. There's no way out of this when it's only his lover's own voice ringing in his head all day.
"Open the door, Sunghoon." Jaeyun spoke, bits of his patience about to fade away.
