Dare to love me (Completed)

Raavi is no more

Next day, everyone go to their work as maa assigned so no couple get time to have personal chat. Everyone came at dinner time. (Except rishita&raavi read last chptr Pta chl jayga kyu). After having dinner, everyone went to their respective room and Shiva is waiting for raavi bcz he didn't see him the whole day and waiting for Raavi and her answer as well. Thinking about her,
Suddenly she came, eyes met.
S: to
R: to kya (confuse)
S:kaisa rha din
R: vo...rishita ki help kr rhi.. Tujhe to pta h usse khana banana nhi aata to sb mujhe hi krna pda.. Ab ek din me koi thodi sikh jayga..
S: ha.. Vo bhi h. (Kaise lau isse uss baat pr.. Ek min.. Khi ye bhul to nhi gai...thinks), orrr...or kuch....kuch or khna h tujhe..
R: kya khu (with confuse face).... Ohh me tere din ke bare me to puchna bhul gai.. Tu bta tera kaisa rha din..
S: Ha.....thik hi tha...(lgta h sch me bhul gai ..thinks)...suddenly eyes went to frame) ha ye frame tu.. Tune lagya
R: ha, accha h na
S: hmm (node his head) aur kuch khna h tujhe.. Kl kuch kha tha.. Kuch khna tha tujhe..
R: kya khna khna lga rkha h tune..kya khu..kya khna tha...(irks but suddenly realise)....ohh Tu uss bare me baat kr rha tha...me to bhul hi gai thi,..vo me kya kh rhi tu...tu sure h na tu sunna chahta h mera jawab
S: haa...... kyu tujhe aur time chahiye kya.. ya tere mn me mere liye koi feelings nhi h.. Or tu mujhse pyaar nhi ... Kr..
(Raavi cut his word and hold his face with her hand)
R: krti hu na.... Bhut krti hu pr (hold his hands) pr vo pyar nhi krti jo tu mujhse krta h.....vo pyar mujhse nhi hoga.......sorry pr me nhi kr paugi tujhse pyaar, tujhse kya ab me kisi se bhi pyarr nhi kr paugi..vo mere liye h hi nhi......kuki mere liye pyar ka mtlb dar h kisi ko kho dene ka ashsaas ......isne mujhse mera sb kuch cheen liya h or ab mujhme aur kuch khone ki himmat nhi h, aur..tujhe khone ki to bilkul nhi..ye mujhse nhi ho payga.......Mujhe Dr lgta h iss word se Jb bhi koi ye sbhd mujhse khta h to....to aisa lgta h ki koi phir mujhse durr ja rha h.. ......Isilye ...(I know me jo bolne ja rhi hu tujhe acha nhi lgega pr)....kl jb tune vo bola.....To mujhe a..aisa lga jaise tu mujhse dur ja rha.. Tu mujhe apne se dur kr rha h.. Or ..v..vo mujhse ..mera mtlb mere emotion mujhse handle nhi hua isilye.. Mene k.. K.. Kiss kr diya... Pr iska mtlb ye nhi h ki mujhe koi regret h bilkul nhi(firmly said).. Vo bss mujhe aisa lga tujhe j.. Jane se kaise roku.. Or mujhe tujhe ye sch batana tha to.....or vaise bhi ek tu hi to h jiske samne mujhe koi filter lga kr rhi guhmna pdta..bacpan se hi...tu hi to h meri life me ab jisse me apne aap ko jod skti hu, jisme me khud ko, apne bachpan ko dekh skti hu.. Vrna to aisa lgta h.. Sidha bdi ho gai.. Kuki mere hr kise me tu shamil h.... Baki sb to mano kho se gye h.. Aisa lgta h jisse bhi pyar krti hu.. Vo.. Mujhse dur chle jate h phle maa, papa, phir mausa pa, massi, dhara di..i know dhara di sath h pr...phir bhi aisa lgta h sb kho sa gya h ..(tears flowing from her eyes)...Or ab me tujhe nhi khona chahti.. Mujhe bss itna pta h ki mujhe tu chahiye... Or ye pyaar vyarr iss raavi ko smjh nhi aata.. Kuki jiss raavi ko sb jante the.. She doesn't exist anymore. Ab vo nhi rhi. Usse din tune mujhe to bacha liya pr uss raavi ko...pr uss hasti khelti ..gugngunati,..bakkbakk krne vali raavi ne vhi dam tod diya tha..or aisa isliye nhi ki dev ne dhoka diya tha..asal me to uss din life ne lesson diya tha..or ye vhi new raavi h ..jo tere samne khadi h vo..vo kisi se pyaar nhi krti..aapne aap se bhi nhi..or jb me apne aap se pyar nhi krti to me kisi or ko kya dungi, I know tu bhut acha h insaan h, tera dil saaf h pr mere pass to dil hi nhi h....jha tk me tujhe jaan pai hu tera pyaar kisi ibaadat se km nhi h..tu bhi gaumbi jaisa h....pr me..me uske layak nhi hu...me tujhe dushman maan skti hu, dost mann skti hu, pati mann skti hu infact manti hu or tujhse tere pati hone ke sare adikaar bhi de skti h.. Pr pyaar... vo... Vo mujhse nhi hoga... I'm very sorry mujhe pta h...tujhe bhut bura lg rha hoga.. Gussa bhi aa rha hoga khud pr or mujhe pr.. Pr me.. Me tujhe dokhe me nhi rkhna chahti.. Sorry pr Me tujhe kabhi ye nhi kh paugi ki.. I.. Lo.. Mujhse nhi ho payga ye... I'm really sorry tujhe hurt krne ke liye..... (After taking a deep breath) ab agr tu mera jawab jankar tu mujhse nafrat krna chahye to kr skta h.. Or(close her eyes) agar.. mu.. mu.. Mujhse du.....duu..... rrr j.... ja... jaana chahta h to ye... ye... (hold his hand tightly) teri mr.. mrzi. Me tujhe force nhi krugi.
Both were looking into their eyes. Raavi was waiting for his respone
R: Shiva, kuch bol
(Shiva remove his hand from her hold)
S: Raat bhut ho gai h, or subh dukaan bhi jana h.. Goodnight.
She was just looking at him trying to understand his reaction but failed as he went to bed and switch off the lights.
Then, she also go to bed.
But sleep was far away from their eyes. She was crying silently, hugging a pillow. She know how much she hurt him today,
And here, Shiva was all blank. but he can hear her silent cry.

Don't kill me for the  title... Sorry