heyo soooooooooo i met this boy that i have a class with i had been crushing on him for about a week or two but on tuesday i had got his instagram and i was real happy until i found out what type of texter he is and it kinda made me lose some feelings. Like for example i could say hi and it would take him more than 25 mins to respond and yes i get that he might be busy but sometimes i have to wait at least a hour just to get a response and i text back quick. So I'll usually respond back as soon as he text then wait over 30 mins for a text back and when i do get a text back its dry. So today I text him almost at the end of school and asked him if i annoy him he said no. But he act like it to me. All in all im confused because he seems kinda interested in me but I can't tell bc im bad at reading body language but all i know is that he stares at me sometimes and i stare too so thats a thing. At this point im so ready to block him or just talk to him in person because this text thing is gon make me overthink into something i wont like. Idk if I mentioned but im bad at starting conversation so sometimes I ask my friends on what to say sometimes. Because im a very shy person or i just dont want to say the wrong thing to make someone not like me. I kinda want to text about i feel but im bad at sharing how I feel and that's the people pleaser in me. I kinda dont know what i want to do but yesterday I had unsent all my messages just to see if he would notice or say anything.
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As you can see he didn't didnt say nothing or in school about it either. My brain want to block but my heart wants me to wait a little longer so ig ima do it ,but I will distrack my self from thinking about him and this whole situation. Have a nice week or day😁
