Feelings For You (Shiver x Reader)

28. she's back (part 2)

Shiver woke up a few hours later, she was laying in marina's couch. she got up with a headache but someone quit put her head back down it was marina

I'm so glad you're ok, you hit you're head and you're parter took you here since my place wasn't to far away.

you gave us a scare, but I'm glad you're doing well can you remember? should we take you too the inkspital? marina said putting a blanket around shiver's body

the blanket was a light green with black polka dots on it, shiver felt cozy and safe like nothing could hurt her, but in reality it could

shiver nodded her head saying no Marina was hoping shiver wouldn't say that, but if things that was she would have to take her

how do you feel? marina asked handing shiver a cup of hot chocolate

my head hurts but I feel not so good, I just can't believe lola faked her death to fool us. when I saw her I couldn't believe it and I passed out falling off stage

now that she's alive my life will be ruined, she'll ruin everything I have and I-I-

shiver it's ok, lola won't do anything to you not when we're around you. Squid sisters, off the hook and deep cut gotta stick together no matter what happens we're a team and when times get rough We'll have each other's backs always and forever marina said with a smile on her face

shiver slowy sat up to hug marina and when she did it felt wonderful marina was such a good hugger, better then Frye since she hugs to tightly sometimes

marina hugged shiver back, wrapping her arms around the octoling. shiver then started to cry resting the side of her face on marina's shoulder

it's ok let it out, I'm here you don't have to worry about a thing. you have many feelings backed up and you gotta let them out marina said

I-I know.. shiver said trying to get the right words out

me and my partner also said some things when we thought lola was dead, and to be honest I feel like shit for saying it..I feel like the "new chapter, moving on" bullshit whatever came to haunt me! shiver said to marina

marina was honestly shocked and surprised by this, she didn't know what shiver meant by this until she realized gasping in her head

marina pulled shiver away from her, to look her in the eyes

look at me. marina said

ok..? shiver replied drying a tear with her hand

we all say things and think that it is good to say, I know you and your partner were going through some stuff but I honestly wouldn't have said that.

I know it was in the moment and you both wasn't thinking straight but now that she's alive I think you both should put that behind you and move on from it, learn from you're mistakes and be better then lola she wouldn't have Gave a inking damn if you died and talked about it so why would you do the same thing? it doesn't add up does it marina said

shiver looked at marina in shock, she was right and shiver felt bad about it. she knew if she told lola she wouldn't have cared since she was alive

all this made shiver feel like crap, she hasn't felt bad for lola until now. shiver laid her head back on a pillow thinking about what marina said

you think about it, while I'll call up you're partner on my sea-cucumber phone you wait here marina said smiling walking upstairs to grab her phone

shiver pulled the covers over her head screaming in her mind, she wanted to have a mental breakdown there was so much stuff in her mind so much stuff for racing through her head the thoughts the images the flashbacks

she felt her heart beat fast and hard and her vision was blurry and dizzy like she was drunk, high or gonna pass put

you knocked on marina's door coming over to take shiver home, you had some food for shiver as well waiting for marina to open the door. marina ran downstairs with her phone in her back pocket opening the door to see you

hey marina! how's shiver? Is my blueberry doing ok you said with a smile

I belive so, why don't you find out she's in the living room ^^ marina said but before you could say another world you and marina heard screaming and crying it was coming from shiver

you two ran into the living room to see shiver having a breakdown, she was screaming and crying laying on the floor

you and marina looked at each other once more in shock, this couldn't be good.