I was laying in bed hugging my pillow, I slept all day, so I was up late at night again.
No matter how much I tried to deny it I knew deep down
Deep down I knew I wanted to kiss his dumb stupid... cute face
I knew I was pretending the pillow was him, I knew I wanted it to be him, I knew I wanted to cuddle with him
...
I knew I loved him
...
I knew, I just said it, I just admitted it so why
Why couldn't I just accept it?
I should talk to him, but it's late, I'm sure he's asleep
I should try sleeping as well
But I couldn't, I just couldn't
Why couldn't I?
Why does love have to be such a curse?
NO, NO! SHUT UP TROPHY! THIS ISN'T LOVE, WHAT AM I THINKING! I'm probably just tired, that has to be it!
UGHH
I JUST admitted to myself that I loved him! And now I'm making excuses AGAIN??
You're so stupid trophy!
I should really get some sleep..
I think the stress was making me tired, because I slowly drifted off to sleep
Maybe it'll be over tomorrow..
YOU ARE READING
well wasn't that cheesy? (a trophy x cheesy fanfic)
Romance(COVER MADE BY MY AMAZING AND AWESOME FRIEND GABBY (@GST.BW)) Don't mind if it's bad, I wrote this at like 1am, also, stuff might escalate rather quickly
