EDDIE MUNSON ~ Before I learned The Truth.

I don't share

Eddie reached up to take my hand in his and for the first time I realised how large his hands were compared to mine, rough hands with rings stacked on his long fingers, calloused skin on the fingertips and broken nails from playing guitar. Staring at our intertwined fingers, I quietly said, "I really am sorry for how spoke to you on our last date." Eddie rubbed his thumb against the back of my hand, saying, "I just wanted to be honest with you. Thought we could laugh about how ridiculous it was that she asked me out." I swallowed and murmured, "It wasn't ridiculous - she has a huge crush on you. That's what made me panic." I could see Eddie didn't understand and I sighed, "Everyone had a crush on Billy - even my aunt Karen, ew. It never bothered me though, it's pretty nice to think 'yeah you have a crush on him but I'm the one he wants.' What bothered me was how much he encouraged it." I looked to the sky and lay flat on my back, still lightly holding onto Eddie's hand as I continued, "I knew he flirted back, but he would tell me I was imagining it and being dramatic. Then he started inviting girls to join us in the bedroom. when told him I was uncomfortable, he said he was doing it for me, used to say he knew I fantasised about doing stuff with these girls and he didn't wanna stop me from having fun. I barely even knew most of them."

Eddie inched himself closer to me, resting on his elbow and looking down at me with a troubled expression. "He was doing it to satisfy his fantasies." he said darkly, "Never understood why he did it. Flirting around like that, luring in the cheerleaders and all those other bland barbie dolls, letting them hang off his arm and follow him everywhere. Couldn't comprehend why the hell he'd even go looking at anyone else when he had you." There was a hint of anger to Eddie's tone, sounding like he was trying hard to keep his cool. Watching a cloud float above us, I snorted in response. Eddie leaned over me, eclipsing the cloud with his head, nose only a few centimetres from mine. "If I had you I'd make damn sure everybody knew it. Not that I garner much interest from anyone anyways, but I'd make it extremely fucking clear that I'm off limits," I felt Eddie's breath on my face and the mixture of his scent with caffeine invaded my senses. Seeing his face above me and his eyes so intently gazing into mine gave me brain freeze. "I'd also make it abundantly clear that I don't share." his last words were drowned out by me crashing my lips to his, tasting coffee on his breath and wanting to drink it in. Eddie rolled on top of me, pushing me into the dry grass with one hand stabilising himself above my head and the other holding my hip. He kissed me back equally as fiercely, flicking his tongue against mine tickling the roof of my mouth. With one hand I cradled Eddie's head, grasping his thick curly hair in my fist, with the other I gripped the collar of his top, holding him against me.

We kissed like this for a little longer; Eddie stroking my thigh with his fingers, sending electric shocks throughout my body each time. I needed to come up for air but didn't want to be apart from him. My requirement for oxygen won. Locks of Eddie's hair were tickling my face, I reached up and tucked them behind his ear so I could look at him properly. Eddie Munson had the face of an angel from hell; every feature perfectly designed with an aura of darkness. "If you had me?" I whispered, raising an eyebrow. Eddie touched his nose to mine, "Well I'm not just gonna assume you wanna be all in, maybe you wanna keep your options open." He joked and I slapped his chest playfully, mocking offence, "My options are completely closed thank you." Eddie threw his head back and sighed loudly, "Oh thank GOD! good, because you're the only option for me." Hearing him say this melted me and I just stared at him in awe. "Glad to know we're on the same page Munson." I laughed. Eddie leaned back down to plant a long and hard kiss on my lips, which I wholeheartedly reciprocated. I nipped at his bottom lip, he breathed heavily and allowed me to lock my tongue with his as I looped my hands around his neck. Eddie's fingers dug into my thigh when he lifted one of my legs to wrap it around his hip, keeping the pressure firm as he held me beneath him. My body wanted more of Eddie. I wanted more of Eddie.

I arched my back, pressing myself up against him whilst sucking gently on his lip. A low, guttural moan escaped from his throat, turning me on even more, and making me even more hungry for him. Eddie ground his hips against me - with my leg hooked around him I could feel his crotch rubbing against mine and could tell the pressure was exciting us both. I lifted my pelvis with a happy sigh and Eddie growled against my lips, pushing back against me with his body. He kissed my chin and along my jaw, trailing his bottom lip against my neck before nipping my collarbone. A small, light moan broke through my lips when he kissed and sucked where he had just nipped, making him grind his crotch against mine even harder. I could feel the growing bulge in his jeans rubbing against my shorts and it drove me wild, conjuring visions in my mind of Eddie fucking me out here in the open, thrashing inside me with a hand over my mouth to muffle my screams. Wrapping one arm around his shoulders, I used my other hand to lift his face back to mine, the look in his eyes told me he was having similar thoughts. We kissed deeply as he deliberately slowed his movements, humping me gently now, breathing desire into my body with every kiss. My brain was short circuiting, Eddie taking up every space in my mind. When he pulled away first I didn't even recognise myself moaning sadly as he stopped rubbing against me. "Careful Wheeler. If you moan one more time I'll have to ruin you in the back of your car." The primitive part of me wanted to moan again, the sensible part of me didn't want our first time to be in the back of my car in a cemetery.

We pulled ourselves up and Eddie took my hand in his as we walked to the car, eating our muffins. When we reached the car Eddie did a bit and skipped to open my door, bowing as I climbed inside and shutting it behind me. I shook my head and laughed at him. As I drove us out of the cemetery I gave him a sideways glance, "You are a weirdo Munson." Eddie laid back in his seat, pushing hair out of his face, "Your weirdo now." he replied with a smile.