an english girl who has gained a following on tiktok goes to LA on her gap year to meet other creators, have the best year and make friendships for life. little does she know that she will meet a boy that will change that year and her whole life.
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we have been hanging out as a group for a couple weeks now and it's been so fun. i'm so comfortable with everyone, and me and chris have actually become good friends.
chris takes time to ask me about england and what my life is like there, he is genuinely interested in hearing about my life and getting to know me. although i still don't know if i'm making up this 'thing' between us in my head, i don't want to mistake him being nice for him liking me.
i'm lying in bed watching greys anatomy when i get a text from chris
from: christopher:) hey lila how are you doing
to: christopher:) hey chris! yeah i'm good thank you what's up?
from: christopher:) me nick and matt were thinking that it would be fun to go to the fair with you, ness, sab and madi, what do you think?
to: christopher:) ofc i would love to! let me ask ness and sab
from: christopher:) okay cool:)
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"hey ness come here quick"
she rushes into my room asking what's up
"chris just texted me asking if you guys wanna come to the fair with the triplets and madi?"
"omg yeah that would be so fun, when are they thinking?"
to: christopher:) when were you guys thinking?
from: christopher:) is tonight at 8 okay?
to: christopher:) yeah that's perfect, see u there :)
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"he said tonight at 8"
"oooo i'm excited, let me text sab and tell her" "maybe you and chris could get on a ride together ;))"
"shut up ness"
i joke and tell her to shut-up, but deep down that's exactly what i want to do.
a few hours later (getting ready for the fair)
"guys i don't know what to wearrrr"
whenever i'm getting ready to see them i'm extra stressed about what i'm wearing because i want chris to think that i look nice. having a crush is so fun but the anxiety about looking good for them is not so fun
"just wear jeans and a cute top you look cute in everything"
"okay let me try on some options"
i decided on a basic but comfy outfit including my iconic pink converse of course
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