Alter Ego (School Edition)

My First Day

ITS GONNA START OMYYY! 

thinks* 

I'm a bit late but i'm in- yay good luck lei! 

thinks*

Teacher: Hi students I'm your adviser for this current semester 

My name is Mr. Mario Lindon and you must call me Mr. Lindon

Now tell me your name, nickname, age, likes and your dream job

Student who wears a cap,  its start from you begin-

random student starts introducing*

minutes pass*

Lei your next be ready-

thinks*

awkwardly stands up*

Hi I'm Lucylei Merlin you can call me lei!,  I'm 16 and i like kittens and my dream job is- I'm still undecided

quietly sits down*

after the introduction a girl asks me if i have a spare pen*

she says*

Hi do u have an extra pen?

i said* 

oh here- (then i smiled at her)

after that she asks if we can go out to buy foods at the canteen*

My mind is like*

Should i? Idk just say yes? 

What i feel is like*

Go do it! i hope you dont get hurt again good luck!

Alter Ego*

Respond Quickly!! Shes waiting they whole classroom might judged you wrong and at the very first day like, Go do it- 

i said*

Uh ok sure!

Then i ask her random questions about her and shared randomly about me*

"Idk why but i mostly trust strangers when they approaches me first then doubt after it"

then when we went to then canteen it was really full of students, so we just decided to get back to our classrooms 

and i offered my snack if she wants some but she says shes not really hungry so we just waited for the next class

It was really happy at that time i thought im making new friends but yeah we got separated after that* 

Because my teacher randomly assigned us to a new seat and seatmate 

and i got to be seatmates with a girl named Sydney, i kinda feel uncomfortable with her because i cant express myself fully because im still just analyzing her so i became too quiet and its really sad* 

after our last subject my teacher dismissed us, as soon as i get out of our room i went downstairs and met someone...  

i hugged my bestfriend at the waiting area of our school saying my thoughts and how i missed her

i said*

Alzy i missed you, very much how are you?

she said*

Same! also in what section are you in?

i replied*

Section B-7 its so tiring also the maths things soo stressing like-

she said*

Well its pretty easy for me- also my section is in A-5 you can visit in recess time if u want!

i replied* 

Sure see ya tomorrow!

We send our good byes and i went home, Well for me when my heart knows a person i truly known and i can fully open up with i feel restressed and energized its like im like getting charged from nowhere heheheh also hugs can make be in mood again yay!

When i got home my mom approaches me with a big smile and asks how was my first day and i felt truly assured that i felt happiness and i rested because my body felt tired from a good day

How should i contain my good mood and to becareful not to do something nasty?