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Sherlock gets high ~ XIIII

TW: physically harming

You had just recently finished work and were trudging up the stairs of Baker Street when you hears loud bangs and something getting thrown against the wall. Panicked, you ran up the stairs.You threw open the door to find Sherlock sniffing something off the desk.

'SHERLOCK!' You shouted, throwing your bag on the floor.He jumped up and looked at you with regret.His eyes were red and his hair was messed up.
'(Y/N)-' He started.You slammed the door and walked up to him.
'WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING?!'Tears streaming from your eyes,you slapped him.He gasped but didn't fight back.You bit your lip to refrain from letting out any sobs and slapped him again but harder this time.
'YOUR FUCKING STUPID SHERLOCK!-' You cut yourself off,remembering that this was a fragile situation.You cleared your throat and crouched down to his level.
'Why?'You asked peering into his eyes and placing a hand on his shoulder.'If it's for a case..you know you don't need it?'You paused your eyes darting around the apartment.
'Well is clearly coke since you were sniffing it and no one in a 20 mile radius sells any other drug' You jumped as the realisation hit you.'Your scared or upset...Someone has died or hurt you in a way you have never been hurt' You tuned to look at him.He looked away from your eyes,knowing your right.
'Just shut up (Y/N)..'He stated,moving his shoulder so your hand fell off.A pang of hurt hit you in the stomach.You felt it physically happen.He stood up and went to the kitchen.
'No no,no more' You blocked his way to the kitchen and closed the door.He looked you directly in your eyes.His eyes were laced with red and pink veins,he looked so tired and lost.Habitually,you wrapped your arms around him but the threw you off him.You crashed into the kitchen door which flung open and heard cluttering in the kitchen.
'NO NO NO!' Sherlock shouted,you buried your face in your hands and next thing you know you were crying.Sherlock came out of the kitchen,his eyes darting everywhere at to find the source of the sobbing.His eyes landed on you and he stood there for a good few,what felt like,a few minutes.You realised the apartment fell silent and looked up only to find your gaze locked with his.
'Here' He grabbed a tissue and dabbed your tear away.You went to grab him and let it all out but brought your arms back.He grabbed your arms and you flinched but all he did was bring them around him.
'(Y/N) I'm sorry there is no excuse for me to act how I did and...' He cleared his voice and it started to brake.'if you decide to leave me I'll completely understand' He bit his lip to avoid crying but tears seeped out of his eyes anyways.
'You don't have to worry about that..I'm not going anywhere' You burst out with sobs and Sherlock too.The next thing you know,you were lent up against the wall with Sherlock in your lap as he told you why he was doing what he did.Occasionally wiping each other's tears