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Sherlock finds out youve been doing SH ~ XXXI

TW: detailed blood and also SH

You were sat in the bedroom.Crying to it's dark walls from under the covers.Your sobs were audible but not enough for Sherlock to hear.You let out an elongated sigh and came out from the covers.

'I'm sorry baby' you muttered as you made your way to the bathroom.Surprisingly Sherlock didn't notice but that was all in your favour.You turned on the light which flickered for about 2 seconds before becoming fully lit.You reached over the bathtub and got a razor.It wasn't the cleanest but you weren't going to be either.You sat on the floor,razor in your hands.Questioning to weather or not to do it.Your head was crammed with thoughts no one should have,little whispers saying
'They're just using you'. You became light headed.You broke out the blade and made a small cut on your arm.Since it was small,it bled out quickly but not a lot of blood came out.You gently smiled as you continued to do more.However they were stinging more than ever and you saw a few blood droplets on the floor.

'Shit' You whispered as you made your way to the sink and washed your arm.You got a cotton pad and soaked that in soapy water to clean the little drops that had mistakenly fallen off your arm.Your vision was becoming blurry due to tears flooding your eyes.Suddenly the bathroom door opened.It was Sherlock.

'Babe what's going on?' He asked concerned

'I Uhm' You cleared your throat 'I spilt some wine on the floor yesterday and forgot about it till today' You lied.Sherlock shook his head and crouched down to your level.He put his hand on your face and directed it to his face,so you were looking at eachother.

'(Y/N)..' His voice breaking 'Are you ok..?' He bit his lip to void any tears from seeping out.You nodded

'I'm perfectly fine' You smiled.Tears ran down his face as he pulled you into a hug.

'You-You don't look fine' He choked on his words.Sherlock Holmes was crying because of your actions.Your heart broke and long before you knew it you pushed him away.

'Then stop looking..' You replied, standing up and tossing your blooded blade in the bin. Sherlock didn't move.He kind of just sat there crying and sobbing ,choking on his own breath.
You stood there too.Thinking about your decisions and how it broke the man you loved most.

'Why?' He finally asked as he stood up.You looked at the floor,unable to face him.
'TELL ME WHY(ain't nothing but a heartache)!' He shouted and stomped his foot,making you flinch.He took a shallow breath and stood back realising his actions.
'(Y/N)..I'm sorry but if you do need to talk or need a cuddle or anything for a matter of fact..I am here for you.Weather that's 4 in the morning or 12 at night,I am always here for you.And if I wasn't then I've failed at life' His voice broke 'Because (Y/N) you are my life and without you..there would be a slim chance I'd be alive in this bathroom.' He finished,leaving you watery-eyed and your arms around him.

'I-I'm sorry Shelly' You sobbed into his shirt.He placed his head on top of yours.

'You don't have to be sorry babe things like this happen' He kissed you on the head 'and the best thing to do from situations like this is to recognise how it started and if it's unavoidable then think of healthy ways to deal with them'
He laid his head on top of yours as you gently set yourself down.Crying and then falling asleep in his arms.