Y/N POV~
Ddot came over around a hour ago with
A attitude and he won't talk to me he
just put his ear pods in and went on his phone
I didn't do anything....I think?
"D..?"
No response
"Ddot?"
No response
"Darrian?!"
He takes his air pods out and put them in the case and just looks at me with a straight face
"What's wrong?"
"Nufin why you buggin" he gives me the meanest mugg
"Did I do something to make you mad" I question
"Y/n leave me tf alone" he rolls his eyes
I just go quite, Ik he's mad but I just want to know why bc I care about him and
I don't like him like this but he's not tryna talk to me
He goes back on his phone, he's on my
bed laying back and I'm at the foot of the
bed bc I wanted to give him space but I need him to talk to me so I moved up beside him and grab his chin to turn his face to look at me
"Ddot talk to me...please?"
I look into his eyes for some typa emotion or something, anything.
I just need a sign or something to know what's wrong or how I can fix it
"Stop fuckin touching me ion wanna be touched" he says while removing my hand from his face and scrunches his face at me
"Why you being like that darrian I'm just trying to see if your ok" I say getting a little frustrated
"Nawl you keep bitching ghee gtfo" he moves back a little bc ig he didn't want me to be by him
"I'm just trying to help-" I try to say but he cuts me off
"If I needed your help I woulda asked dic" he says raising his voice a little
" now Ik why yo ex dipped or wtv, your mad annoying"
I stayed quiet just looking at him...why
Did he have to throw that at me Ik
He's mad but....
"Then you started cutting yourself and shit just cuz you had family issues and someone touched you without your permission you stupid for that, other ppl have the same problem's y/n your mad dumb your so fucking annoying and clingy I can't fucking stand you" he yells in anger
Why is he saying this...why is he throwing
All this in my face he told me he wouldn't be like the rest yet me does this
"I truly wish I never met you rs"
Once I heard that, I froze
Unknowingly I felt a wet liquid coming from my eyes and the next thing Yk the tears won't stop and I can't breathe and a million questions flood my brain
Why would he say that? What did I do to make him mad? Does he actually wish that? Why not break up with me if you felt this way? Did I do something wrong?
"Y/n i-"
I run into my bathroom to try to calm down and lock the door and set on the floor trying to focus on my breathing
DDOT POV~
"I truly wish I never met you rs" I freeze
I didn't mean it, i didn't mean none of it, I really didn't I was just mad about something that happened
earlier with edot nem....but instead of telling her what was wrong I took my anger out on her
I see a tear roll down her face and that's when it hit me how bad I fucked up🤦🏾♂️I knew how bad that situation fucked her up ghee why tf did I say that
She starts crying harder and it looks like she's having a panic attack bc she's holding her chest
I'm so fucking dumb!
"Y/n I-" she cuts me off by running to the bathroom
I run to the bathroom door and tried to open it but it was locked
