Lo: yo house
Time: 2:30 am
Y/n pov~
I was just getting ready to lay down and watch tv till I Fall asleep when I hear my window opening when I look up I see my boyfriend climbing thru
"Sumn wrong? It's like 2 sumn baby" see ian care that he's here rn cuz he always here😭nigga act like he can't go home😂
He said he hates being away from me for to long😐it makes him crave being w/ me more then usual or some shit
Like I remember when we were at school and even tho we got different classes on different floors this man always waiting for me after every class😭I always tell him to just go to his next class and stop waiting for me after ever class but I truthfully loved it frl but he doesn't need ta know dat😁
We don't live in the same area but he's still over my house all the time🤣he says he likes bein up under me😌❤️
"Ik mama but I just needed ta talk to you..."
He says sitting at the edge of my bed avoiding eye contact
" is it sumn bad" I say now worryin about what he's gonna say
" yk I love you Right ma?" he says lookin in my eyes now
As our eyes met I could tell something was
up and it wasn't ganna be good
" yea I love you more baby, what's wrong?"
"Come here ma..."
I get up and walked to the bottom edge of my bed where he was sitting and stood
in front of him
" just...just listen ma, ok?" He says pulling me on his lap
"I'm listening what's wrong handsome?" He's fucking scaring me bro
"You remember when we first got tg mama? How I couldn't communicate my feelings
ta you bc I never been in a serious relationship. But you still stuck by my side telling me to take my time and open
Up when I felt ready. I knew ts hurt you baby, I knew you were tired of me not communicating and avoiding my problems yet you still stuck by me trying to help me and get me to open up to you. I knew it hurt you so I worked on it and tried to fix my communication issues and I'm getting better at it even tho something you have to force me to talk to you about the shit sometimes😅you stayed w/ me thru all of it, I really love that you did and you didn't give up on me. you frl make me happy ma..."
" I'm glad I didn't give up on you either baby and I'm really glad I can make you happy" I smile giving him a quick yet loving kiss
" I'm sorry ma...I'm so sorry" He says lowly as he lowers him head
I grabs his face and brings his face back up to look at me
" baby why you sayin sorry?" Now I'm over thinking I don't know what he's sorry for and the longer he keeps me in the dark the more I make up reasons for him to be sorry...like what if he cheated..? I trust him tho but that's just how my overthinking works
"I love you...so much" he takes a deep breath removing my hands from his face
"I love you more..." I give him a little smile
" ma I think we should break up....I'm sorry" he says looking in my eyes for a sign of emotion to see how I felt
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