A company before leaving

Chapter 1

Ah...

Did I die?

How?

Why though?

Mother...

Mother would be sad...

Well, she would really be sad. She did everything to keep me alive...

Even sacrificing her own life...

I just...

I just waste her sacrifice...  Waste her life...

...

Well, at least she won't see this. She's already gone

It's been years... Almost a decade since the last time I see her...

I miss you, Mom...

..

Cale hugs his knees he doesn't feel cold he just wants to hide as much as he can even though no one can see him.

Cale looks at his cold body on the floor almost emotionless then looks at the dark part of the cave where he currently is

'It's been three days...

I hope Father is okay... I hope basen is okay. Lily too... Lady violan... And

Ron...

Even though he goes with that punk, I hope he's not getting more fights that can endanger him. Beacrox Hyung too.

That punk Choi Han must be tiring them up

No good comes up when that peasant is involved.

Cale won't admit it but he already treats Ron and beacrox as his family, yes it hurt him when they left but he felt relieved too

He doesn't want to hurt them even more...

He doesn't care about other people but he can't handle his family's disappointment and sad gazes. The look of something like they still finding the old him the sweet child who's smiling brightly next to his beloved mother...

He isn't that kid anymore

He's nothing but trash now

And he makes everyone believe, and know that, everyone.

'I hope they won't see my body forever'

Cale doesn't want to see his family crying in front of the supposed-to-be 'dead' body

Full of bruises, blood... He won't let- he doesn't want them to see him like this...

He spent years pushing them away- far away- from him, he doesn't want them to be sad because of him now...

*Creak

Cale whisked his head up to the noise before panicky standing up to see who that person who would eventually be the first one to see his dead body

"What?"

A familiar voice? Who's that? Cale walks up to see this person and stops mid-way when he sees a pair of cat

"Is he dead sister?"

"Shh! Hong what if he's just sleeping?"

He's really dead, he just witnessed a cat talking- two cats talking to each other and they're brother and sister based on their voice

Cale decides to calm down and walk near them. They flinch and look at him making him stop and stare at them too

The pair of cats look at his dead body and then look at him multiple times before he realizes they can see him

He points at himself

[Can you see me? ]

"Gho--" Before the little red cat spoke the little white cat covered his mouth and then attempted to run

[W-wait!! I won't hurt you two!] Cale shouted almost pleadingly he didn't notice it himself but the white little cat surely heard this making her stop in her tracks,

she took her little brother behind her back and looked at the transparent man so that she could confirm that it a ghost, beside the clear evidence that a carbon copy of him is laying down the dirty cave looking cold. )

[I-im Cale I... I won't hurt you guys as you can see I'm already dead... Uhm] It's been years since Cale talked so kind and politely that he sounds so awkward and hesitant, he looks at the pair of kittens and signs

'What am I even doing

[Ah sorry you guys can go now I don't want you to get involved when they find me] he said whispering the last and pointing at the pouch ten inches a distance from his dead body

[You can get that... I would be happy if you take that instead of some thief that would come here if ever] he said and walked towards the dark side of the cave again not minding the two confused cats

'Man that was embarrassing'

He might be a ghost and they're cats but he, the Cale henituse who's trash and arrogant and just begs someone not to leave him, is fucking hilarious

He didn't even say that to ron... Not that he has a chance too.

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Just want to say that this is my first fanfic since I'm down bad for Ogcale and I need more of him in my life