(Donnie's POV, !!Fear? blood!!)
"Nicely done, Raphael, nicely done. We coulda been caught once again because of you!" I mutter. "Well, don't blame it on me for seeing BLOOD on Mikey's carpet!" Raph said, oh, how I wish he knew when not to argue with a scientist. "Guys, calm down! I know we're all worried about our little brother, but we don't have to argue" Leo is just rambling now. "Fine!" I shout at Raph, "Fine." he repeats.
I stomp off to my lab and start to wonder 'has our fights always been this bad?' April and Casey show up, "Hey, Donnie!" April said, "Waddup, D'?" Casey rings after her. "Oh, nothing, just, worrying about Mikey's mental health." I mumble half sarcastically, "Wait, wait, what's up with Mike?" Casey asks. "...Mikey's been doing self-harm and never told us about it." I answer quietly, "WHAT?!" April and Casey say together.
After explaining what we say from searching Mikey's room, they start to worry too, but not as much as Raph. They wanted to know what triggered him to do self-harm, "We don't know yet, so we're not completely sure."
[Time skip because you don't wanna hear the uneventful, quiet weekend]
(Mikey POV, !!harsh anxiety, fear, blood, ATTEMPED SUICIDE/SH!!)
Oh, God. I'm lost in my head again and have no idea how to get out. I want to get out, get help, but I'll just get ignored. My anxiety isn't helping, I don't need this life anymore, I just need to get the razors out. I can't do this anymore, I wonder why, though. I cut, I can't bare myself to cut more but I can't seem to stop. It really stings, the cuts just get deeper the more I do. That burning sensation... It seems to drive this....But I don't understand! Why must I do this?! What-...What made me into this anxious, bloody monster I've become?!? I want it to end here..Right now. Please?! END ME!....
But..
...I can do that to myself.... can't I..?
Yeah, I can, and I will...I can go off on my own during patrol tonight and end it.. For once, I will be ok with the thought of death, I won't let anything stop me....
(Third person POV, !!Attempted suicide/SH, anxiety!!)
At patrol, once more, nothing happened. But, just as Mikey said, he steered off from the team and to a criminal hide-out, still deserted...except for the weapons left there. Mikey dug through the pile and found a pistol, he put the cold metal to his forehead.. "MIKEY, WHAT THE ABSOLUTE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!", "NO, DON'T PULL THE TRIGGER!" "MIKEY!" "DUDE, NO!" "MIKEY.."
ESTÁS LEYENDO
Unbearable Insanity
FanficMikey has not been as brutally honest as his older brothers think he has . . . His brothers and friends find out that Mikey has been dealing with mental instability alone one night while snooping around in his room, which is the only room in the hou...
