PEARBHI FANTASIES

The untold

"Hey Bela how's Mahir he's not seen today " Bela turned to her best friend
"Oh he's in practice"
"But there is no practice today for any sports"
"Are you serious...." She asked vish being confused
"Maybe he's captain of football team and also champion in kick boxing maybe for that" she said
Vish shrugged it she turned and saw Mahir entering the cafeteria with his friends Yuvi, vyom and Vikrant
He smiled as soon as he saw her he came to her level and kissed her slowly and smiled at her lips
"Hi love how's the day"
"Good... how's the practice"
"What practice...." Yuvi chimed in the conversation
"Boxing practice you moron"
"Yeah I totally forgot about it...." Yuvi Chuckled nervously
"Are you hiding something baby" vish asked sweetly to Yuvi
"Oh no definitely not my love" mahir rolled his eyes at thier conversation
"Bela let's meet at my place...."
"Are you serious...today Andy uncle and sumi aunty is coming dinner and I have to be presentable infront of my future in laws".
"My love you know I don't like hearing no..." He said smiling calmly
"It's not like I'm rejecting what about after dinner at your place" she asked him smiling
"Hmm..not bad..."he said leaning in her neck and kissed the neck slowly, while she bit her tongue to keep her moans
She seperated as she heard the bell ring , she got up and kissed him and hurried out to class
She sat in the class and soon the class started and only one guy was missing Jeevan , the last time she saw was in their group project which was yesterday and the he was the one to present it to the class...., The class got over and she got up and hurried to Mahir's place which was the backside of the college no one visits there, she rushed to the place and saw it was almost empty, except for some weird sound, she approached it and opened the door her mouth fell open she couldn't believe jeevan was in terrible condition he was bleeding all over his body his face was unrecognisable
"Oh my God...." She hurried to him and untied the ropes
"Jeevan.... jeevan can you hear me ....oh god please save him..."she slowly lifted him and walked towards the door
"Oh my love....." She froze immediately hearing his voice , his voice was ice cold and gave her chills
"Where are you going with him"
"To the hospital Mahir....he needs medication.."
"You care about him more than me why baby"
"He's hurt and you're the main reason for that..."
"He deserves it baby why does he have to touch you"
"I'm not going to waste my time here mahir he needs medication and I'm taking him to hospital if you can join but don't stop me" she rushed him to the hospital it was sehgals hospital and was run by mahir's elder brother Sushant a well known doctor
"Bela who's this what happened"
"Your brother happened Bhai please save him"
He sighed sadly it's not the first time and he definitely knows it's not the last
He had broken bones and ribcage bones two were broken and his leg was twisted his nose was broken after treated them he came out
"Thank you Bela again"
She smiled sadly and went to her house to see already his family was present
"Aree bela come what happened you look exhausted"
"There was accident and I helped them to hospital that's why I'm late dad....you guys continue I'll freshen up." She said without glancing Mahir
She rushed to the bathroom and stripped all of her clothes as soon as the cold water touched her skin her tears flowed
She knew mahir from birth and he was so possesive about his possession and when they started dating whoever talked with her ended up in hospital and two were even dead from his beating and the family concealed everything with money inspite of everything she loved him so much she could die  for him but his behaviour didn't change  and he takes out all the frustration in the bed , he likes rough raw sex  she liked it too but even she wanted some slow romantic sex which in eight years of dating never happened , twenty two years of knowing him but still couldn't understand why he's like this  her body went stiff as soon as a arm wrapped around her
She turned to see his eyes full if tears seeing her crying made him miserable
He bend on his knees and hugged her stomach and cried she was helpless seeing him crying
"I'm so sorry love I shouldn't have done that but I don't know what happens to me I love you Bela you're the only light of my life please don't be mad at me I can't live with you" he said and hugged her tighter
"I love you too Mahir it's not I'm mad at you I'm disappointed with you last time same happened and you said you'll change but no you didn't Eight years we dated mahir and you beaten up 12 boys and those are innocent just a friendly gestures and you beaten them up."
"I'm sorry love"
"I'm so tired of cleaning up your mess.... I.."
"Please don't say those words I'll die baby I can't live without you"
"Promise me you'll not do anything that harms anyone"
"I promise baby I love you"
"I love you too"she hugged him after the shower both changed the clothes and went down
"Wow really fast..." His mother commented she just gave a small smile
The dinner went extremely silent  with business talks
"It's was delicious food bhabhi now we have to leave" Andy sehgal said to kalpana Bela's mom
"It's late Andy why don't you stay here with us tonight" her father asked
"No it's late Aakash  we should get going.." he glanced mahir to see him looking at bela with longing eyes...
"Ok we can stay.." he smiled
After everyone went to bed Mahir sneaked into bela's room ....lavender walls vannila scent filled with photos and paintings and a large frame with them together , the smile in thier faces was so beautiful
"What are you doing here Mahir"
He glanced at her
"I can't sleep can I...."
"Come here Mahir..." She smiled at him he rushed at her side and hugged her his head was on her chest while she stroked his hairs
"Mahir..."
"Hmmm...."
"You know I love you right ...."
He nodded
"You have to change Mahir if you're like this there is no future for us..."
"I'll change baby"she smiled and hugged him
Next few months and they were graduating it's very normal until a day came
"Bela I love you please marry me  or I'll jump off the building...."
She was scared not that he's threatening her but what if Mahir do something to him
Few minutes passed
"Bela answer something or he's going to jump..."
"Where is Mahir..."her eyes wandered the crowd
Just then the guy fell right on the floor blood pooled around him everyone were busy seeing him while she saw the terrace , her eyes welled up
"Some one call the fucking ambulance"
They took him to the hospital and he was dead the time they reached the hospital
"I'm sorry ma'am" a doctor said  her eyes welled up in anger, disgust and every possible emotion except the love
She rushed to sushant's cabin
"Bela what happened why are crying...."
"Bhai I'm scared of mahir he's not in good state he literally pushed a guy that proposed me.... I can't do this..."
She explained everything to him
"I think he needs to see a psychiatrist he needs help Bhai...."
Saying this she left the place crying
"He is Bela..."
In evening she went to Mahir's place or the mansion he stays
"Mahir..... Mahir"
"I knew you would come for me love I knew....."
"You killed him Mahir....how can you do that to him"
"He came between us baby I'll not let that happen never"
"God you're not well mahir please see some good doctor this.....your behaviour is not healthy"
"You're there for me so you'll fix me right you promised me baby..."
"Nahi... I'm tired mahir this is it I'm done covering and fixing you ....you can't be fixed Mahir you're a psychopath"
"No or maybe I'm..."
"That's it mahir I'm tired of this relationship I'm breaking up with you.....try to change Mahir"
"No baby you can't leave me" he caught her wrist pulling her to him
"Mahir leave me you're hurting me .... it's paining"
"Oh my god I'm sorry baby...."
"I can't hate you I loved you for years....this is a Goodbye mahir"
She rushed outside and went to her house
"Dad I want to go to Australia I'll take care of our business there..."
"But you said...."
"I broke up with him dad I need some alone time please..."
Without word she went upstairs and packed her bags 
She saw thier picture in her nightstand it was when they starred as the main lead for a school drama ...he held her by waist when they were only 14 his eyes....he looked the same way as today and 14 years back too....
"I love you Mahir it will be only you forever" saying she kissed the photo
3 years later
"Mam you're signatures in this papers"
"Why am I seeing this now just before I'm flying "
"Sorry ma'am..."
"Be more responsible... I'll sign this in fifteen..now you're dismissed"
She's going back to India after 3 long years ..... it's hard to forget everything she saw the photo of them smiling...
"Bela you didn't get ready still...."
"Anurag ....you scared me idiot...."
"Yeah who do you expect ... except your hot boyfriend..."
"Yeah right..."
Anurag the guy she's dating or we can say fake dating because of thier family pressure to date
After hours of flying she reached her home
Alot changed in few years Mahir moved on dating a Dr. But she was still stuck years back
"Aree Bela..." Her parents hugged her
"Ma papa... Anurag..."
He bend and touched thier legs
They were impressed with him already
"Now freshen up we should leave to sehgal mansion for mehendi ceremony.." they both smiled
"Bela you're going to see him after three years what are you going to do "
"He moved on clearly and I should too"
They both went to their rooms to get ready
She got ready in simple organza green saree and Anurag wore a simple white kurta and matching pants
They both went inside and saw Sushant standing and talking to someone
"I don't care I hired to take care of him and now bring him here got it.." he shouted
"Bhai...."
"Bela how are you it's been years"
"I'm good and Bhai this is anurag my boyfriend"
"Anurag Kapoor...nice meeting you.." they shook hands they went for the tour of the house atlast she opened his room it was filled with their teenage photos
"Wow you both were so in love "
"Yeah we were..." She touched a picture where she was in his lap and both were talking while he caressed her hairs
Everything seem fine with them but...
"Bela we should leave...." They both went downstairs to see him after years she saw him as called his eyes found her she was glowing her saree made her look ethereal his brown eyes locked with her raven black ones , he was visibly thin his eyes were hallow he looked sick his face missed the glow and the beard , her heart churned seeing him
"Bela..... Bela" anurag voice pulled her from the trance
"Let's go and meet him..."
"I don't think it's a good idea...."
But he pulled her with him to the place where he sat he saw her figure approaching him and a smile made way in his face
"Bela...." It came as whisper
"Hey Mahir..."
They both knew how they missed each other's warmth but it's for the best was the only thought in their mind
"Mahir meet Anurag he's my boyfriend"
"Nice to meet you Anurag I'm hoping you're keeping her happy unlike me you know"
Her heart screamed telling she was happy with him and unfortunately her brain disagreed with it
After the party she was sitting beside the pool when she felt his presence beside her
"How are you Mahir..."
"Not bad you know coping with things and you knows stuffs"
"Really you know you can't lie to me.."
"But it's best if I lied now....so how's everything going with anurag"
"Good we are compatible..., He's loyal, handsome, cari.."
"Do you love him...."his words interupt her
"I don't know about love but I think I like him...maybe...."
"I'm sorry Bela for everything I've put you through... I've been terrible boyfriend and pathetic himan too "
"You're not pathetic mahir and you've been a good boyfriend"
"But you're with him not with me , I can't tell the world you're mine you're just beside me but it feels like I'm way too far away from you...."
She kept her head on his shoulder while tears flowed he held her hand
"I'm holding someone who don't belong to me....the person was pure and angel and I managed to tear you to million pieces.....the sorries can't even do anything for what I've done to you"
"Don't blame yourself mahir... don't be harsh on yourself"
"I should be , I'm the sole reason for our separation and importantly I deserve this" saying he got up and went inside
Next morning for haldi mahir was not present
"I'll be back in 15 " she said to anurag and rushed to his house
She went to the mansion Where there was beautiful carving of thier name BEHIR in the house she put the pin number which was thier anniversary she opened and saw the house looked shabby she slowly went in his room to see him in the bed with a bandage on his wrist
"How many times Mahir suicide is not a solution for anything and this your fifth time and luckily someone was there to save you...."
"I want to get out from this misery and put end to this useless life"
"It's been 2 years I've started therapy and still you're suicidal just focus on the postive things......"
"What postive things my Bela left me or the trauma from my mother died in front of me,  brutally raped by my father's friends or the fact my dad was physically abusing me when I was five or my so called step mother tried to rape me when I was 15  what is the postive things here...."
She stood there speechless , she didn't know he went through so much knowing from birth she never saw a sad face he was all.smiles for her and there was broken boy behind every smiles .... She rushed to the venue seeing all the members full of smiles her eyes landed on Mahir's dad and his stepmother she always thought they were sweet people but she didn't knew they were child abusers everything in her childhood was a facade Andy face brighten when he saw Bela
"Aree Bela how are you dear. Three years you didn't remember this poor uncle Haan"
His words brought a vision of him beating mahir and small child crying, tears flowed in her eyes
"Why uncle....why did you do it"
"What....."
"What did he do to you uncle he was your own son"
His eyes teared up
"I can't reverse the time but I love him bela he was my sunshine when my business was down his birth changed everything he's my lucky charm"
"Yet you treated your Lucky charm as trash.....you know uncle when he came to everytime he was smiling and pretend to be ok"
"And we guys influenced him for the possesive behaviour his unhealthy obsession towards you .......after his mother's death he genuinely smiled when he saw you you both were six at the time  you were everything in his life Bela"
"I'm no one to forgive you but I can never forget what you did to that innocent child uncle" she left saying this
She rushed to the door but bumped with Trisha
"I'm so sorry...."
"Umm excuse me " bela called her
"Yeah..."
"You're the one who's treating mahir right.."
"What no..."
"Please I know the truth he's not well please tell me what happened"
"Not here come with me...."
They went to the room and they sat on the bed
"After you left him he started to behave unattached to people and his brother sent him to me after 10 sessions he started to talk to me before that it was only about you when he was five Mr. Sehgal's business partners four of them raped and killed his mother and in short span after the death his father started abusing him and it was his coping method to deal with the death of his wife , sushant was with his grandmother at that time he was unaware of anything happened with Mahir, and the first time he smiled was you guys met for the first time days passed you was his only peace days after he found he was in love he was 14 , the first fight happened because a guy talked to you the first symptom of BPD borderline personality disorder he was so attached and emotionally invested in you and loosing you was his greatest fear even after you guys started dating your behaviour towards other boys brought possesive behaviour and jealousy and everyone ignored it , the obsession towards you was unhealthy but his love is true bela it worsen when you guys broke up he went into stages of self destruction and become suicidal maybe he seems ok but his mind is so messed up right now and you with other guys triggered him that's Mahir Sehgal now...."
"Oh my god it's my mistake I didn't even bother to talk to him I pushed him away when he needed me the most how can I be selfish like this... I need to see him now"
"He's coming here bela and it's not your mistake you did what everyone would've done so don't blame yourself"
Trisha excused herself and went to main hall and she saw him enter with bandage on his wrists his eyes searched for her when he found her his lips streched a little bit
Her legs moved and halted before him
"What's this Mahir..."
"Oh Bela it's nothing.....just " she hugged him tight
"Hey ...hey I'm alright bela why are crying....mein mar thodi Gaya hoon....hmmm.."
"Mahir iss baar tumhe yeh kehdiya par agli baar nahi....."
"Kyon Bela ab humare bich ek rishta Tak nahi hai....."
"Hein hum dost thae abhi hai toh mera liye..."
"Tumhare liye toh kar ra hoon yeh sab"
She pulled to the nearby room and locked it
"Why Mahir...."
"Kya....."
"Tum itna sab kuch Saha akela aur mujhe batana bhi zaruri nahi samajha tumhe"
"Kya batati ki meri maa ko meri samne rape kiya abhi tak unki awaaz mujhe...." Taking deep breaths
"Bela tumhare sympathy nahi chahiye mujhe...humare break up hua hai aur we parted away for good....tum khush ho.....tum anurag ki saath khush haina...."
"Aur tumhari Khushi ka kya..."
"Tum khush hai toh mein bhi..."
"Clichè lines mat bolo Mahir"
"Really clichè....par pyaar toh sirf yese baaton mein chalte haina"
"I can't ek na ek din mera yeh gulit mujhe...."
"Dekh Bela let bygones be bygones bela mahir ek kahani hai aur kahani hi rahega....aur mera pyaar toh..... I love you Bela you're my first and last love...." He said kissing her knuckles she grabbed him by collar and kissed him her lips smooched his his hands went to her waist while hers went to his thick hair slowly she made him.sit on the couch and sat on his lap and kissed him tears mixed with thier kiss
Her lips came to his forehead and kissed there descending to his eyes and nose and finally his lips , her fingers worked on the button of his Kurta soon the clothes were on the cold floor he hovered her slowly kissing her neck to her collarbone to her swell of her breasts his mouth going her hard buds and sucked on them slowly he kissed every single mole on her body , thier breath hitched when he entered her slow and long thrusts until she came and followed by him
She kept her head on his chest hearing his heart beats
"We made a mistake bela we should've done this... you're with some else"
"Do you regret this Mahir"
"What no.... never every moment is engraved in my heart"
"Then... overthinking mat karo aur soja" he smiled and pulled her into his embrace, the moment felt so surreal for him , the moment that gave hope for him to live
Next day,
Bela changed and came out and saw Anurag coming out of Trisha's room
"Anurag tum...." Her face was filled with confusion and she was constantly looking at Trisha's room
"Umm....yeah it's just I thought it was your room"
She nodded at him
"Anurag yesterday I had sex with Mahir"
"Wow....was it mind blowing... you guys are ok now"
"Yeah I guess I'll figure it out"
He nodded while she noticed the hickey on his nape
She smiled and went to kitchen she saw Vinita mahir's stepmom in the kitchen with her mom
She ignored her and made coffee and took it to his room, saw him sleeping she went and sat beside him and kissed him slowly while he reciprocated
"I love how you wake me up"
"Hm...well ab expect this every morning"
"What.... I broke up with anurag....aur hum fake date kar rahe the"
"What in the Wattpad....."
"Haan...you know to convince our parents....."
"Toh tum usse pyaar nahi karte ho"
"Nahi......"
"Fuck this morning is getting better & better"he pulled her in his embrace...
Soon he cooperated with all his treatments and was getting better
Two months of treatment he was better and started to go to office and in mean time Anurag and Bela told about thier fake dating and started to date Trisha and Mahir respectively....
"Mahir...."
"Hmm...bolo Bela...."
"Woh...umm... actually I think we need to clean the third room in the house"
"Is someone coming to our house.."
"Umm....yeah...."
"Abb kon ; yaar privacy bhi nahi milta Hume"
"Mini Mahir...."
"Right ab....wait what....."
"We're pregnant Mahir"
"Fuck are you serious.... Oh my god"
He lifted her and spinned her and kissed her
Soon they got married and she gave birth to baby girl Ayaana.......ten years later
"Business man Mahir Sehgal and Bela Sehgal welcomed thier third baby..."
                        The End

  

Hey loves, hope you guys remember me I know it's been two months.....these two months were really hell for me
My father was bitten by a poisonous snake and yeah he's fine and recovering by god's grace...... everything was too much for me so I really needed that break but now I'm back hopefully with weekly updates
But yaar thank you for all the msg you people did and ofcourse after the pearbhi moment I've to update anyway
So hope you enjoyed it and yeah I'll update a new one Sunday
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