(Tw suicide, death)
Soo
this book is very dead isnt it?
ok
let me tell you about the inspiration behind it
so this was when i had first joined wattI was having a hard time in quarantine and I was really burned out from all my overdue work.
And I actually considered suicide, mind you I was actually still innocent being in junior high
But yeah I was burnt out and depressed, and I didn't know what to doUntil I got into fandoms
It gave me a reason to live
And based on this book
FNF was my biggest savior in those times (besides some other fandoms too lol)
Plus with what I felt like everything was going wrong I thought to myself, " I hate life here, I just wish I was living with FNF, like I would get sucked in. Or I died and went to the hazbin hotel and made a portal there so that way I would be with them forever..."
And that's when I would make scenarios, gachas, everything.
It was my wormhole to my paradise
But now it's pretty much a dead fandom and I'm glad it served me wellI've been meaning to say this for a while too but I never found it appropriate to say one day
So
Thank you
Yeah-Ashe
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!Discontinued! 𝕀𝕟𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕘𝕒𝕞𝕖 : 𝕒𝕟 𝔽ℕ𝔽 𝕩 ℝ𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣
FanfictionHi im Y/N L/N and this is the story of how my life turned upside down! this is my first book so expect:slow updates and writers block