Buttercup Syndrome

(Y/N): PTSD

*(Y/N)'s POV*

This feels unreal, I'm floating, not that shocking sense I do have powers but something's different

Something isn't right

I look around my surroundings to see a black void of nothingness

Yeah this has to be a dream, no way this can be real

I turn around to see a figure of black, it looks familiar but I can't tell why

It has something in it's hand, a... Katana?

Oh no... I know who this is now, I try to run away but it's no use, he's faster then me, on top of that I'm not even sure I'm moving, I think I'm just running in place

Before I know it I feel a sharp pain in my chest, I look down to see that I have been stabbed through the chest

I try to contain my pain but it's too much and I yell out in pain

The pain feels so real, I'm in actual pain

I can last for about 10 more minutes before it gets worse

I turn to the figure of Sephiroth

(Y/N): That the best you got? I can do this for a while if you want

I give him a shit eating grin, just to piss him off

In response he plunges the katana deeper

(Y/N): OW OW OW FUCK GOD DAMNIT HOLY FUCKING SHIT THAT HURTS

I cry out for help, I'm not sure if it will do anything, but I have to try

(Y/N): HELP! SOMEONE?! ANYONE?!

No response, no use in trying I guess

I turn back to Sephiroth

(Y/N): What do you want anyway?

Sephiroth doesn't respond, he just states at me

I'm at my limit, if he plunges it deeper I don't know if I'll survive

Sephiroth shockingly pulls out the katana

But now I'm bleeding out, damnit of course

I go from sitting to laying on the floor as I lose consciousness

It's

So

Cold......

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I jolt awake in my bed, I had the worst nightmare yet, my PTSD is getting worse, fucking hell

I check Tari to see if she's still asleep, yup still asleep

Tari... How do I even tell her? Let alone everyone else?

I think for now I should just keep it a secret, this will come back to bite me in the ass but I don't want anyone to worry about me

I lay in bed unable to go back to sleep but unable to move as to not wake up Tari

......I think I should tell them

This is gonna suck but it's the right thing to do, I just hope I'm not treated specially for it

Then again I don't want to worry them, and if they know they'll worry

Ughhhh I can't deal with this, I need to get some fresh air

I slowly get out of bed trying to not wake Tari up, I put on some clothes and head outside,

It's not even close to morning, it's 3 AM, guess that means I get some alone time though