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Soobin was chilling just in his room after the long preparation of comeback. He was nervous. Something was bothering him already three months to and his even family. He needed loneliness for now. The worst was that he was avoiding even members.

Members were other story. He didn't know what was happening lately. He was being nervous each time he was near even one member. He didn't know. Now Soobin is laying down in his bed and is thinking about what was wrong with him. He was wearing only trousers as he is was shirtless. Outside was hot, he didn't want to cover himself.

Pov Soobin

Again. I am afraid that I might be called to hang out with members. Yesterday I rejected Seongwa to hang out with him, although he was one of my closest friends. Am I afraid from saesengs to notice me? Spread fake rumors maybee..? But hanging out with members won't do this type of thing, why I am still afraid? Members are boys...No mean Seongwa is a dude as well but I am still afraid. No. That isn't the real problem. I don't know...AGHHHHH

I whined at this and grabbed the pillow against my face and continued to scream into it.

"Soobin what is wrong with you? Why you became like this? Huh?" I mumbled against the pillow. I was squishing it with my head and when I threw it away I could feel my hair already being messy.

I really wanted to go and tell someone ( example Yeonjun) "Hey Yeonjun, I thought long. Maybe we can go out together? Just to talk, I need fresh air"

Such as cafe? Restaurant? Park? Attractions? But for that they needed to have a stuff. But he wanted to be alone with a member. Less people more relaxing situation. But still, how would I behave? Positive? Shy? Out-going? Ahhhh. How should I behave with Yeonjun? Serious? Crazy? Taehyun? No no, I think I must behave serious with him. Beomgyu? Probably crazy? And Hueningkai? Must care about him? I don't know...
And what if other Moas see us? What they will think we are doing? Yes, I am not with a girl, they won't think I am dating but still?

Even tho there are Moas who ship me with members but....

Then I thought. Ship me with members? I mean....each kpop idol is facing these problem but why is giving me interest how is it going? I know.... lately I understood that I wasn't interested in girls at all. Wherever I was invited to the concerts to perform, there of course would be girl groups performing as well.