Jae POV
I discharge my self in hospital since mom and dad is busy...
I went home early..
Great theres no one home i can pack my things without them knowing..
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I went straight to my room and pack my things..
I felt so sorry for my self and at the same time guilt..
Coz i broke the promises again on my parents..
But i wish they understand me..
The truth is i dont know where i'll go..
I think in province ... in incheon or busan in gwangyeong or maybe in jeju island
I dont know .... .. :((
I quickly pack my stuffs in my backpack..
Laptop.. My wallet.. Charger.. And other stuff i need..
I hide it in my cabinet ...
Then i wrote a letter for my parents.
Dear mom and dad,
Im sorry if i do this things.. I just want to have fresh air... I want to think all of this... Alone..by my self.. Dont worry about me mom, dad im ok.. Please forgive me in my decision....i just want to be alone.... And please mom, dad dont worry about me ok.. Dont stress yourselves... Im not running away.. In not hiding in my problems... I just want to think.. To have fresh air.. To feel again my silent life that ruined by myself... :(
I love you parents..take care..
Love , Jaehyun...
I wipe my tears and fold the paper.
Im gonna leave tonight ..
I off my phone and went to sleep...
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I heard noises downstairs.. So i stood up to see whats happening..
"Oh jaehyun.. Are you ok? Im sorry if i didnt pick you up in hospital were just busy in office.." Mom said
T_____T
Im sorry mom..im.sorry dad :((
"Im ok now mom.. Hey.. Can i join in your happiness there...huh."
"Ofcourse my daughter.. Come " dad said
I run to the couch and join them..
Please i hope u forgive me guys -_-
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Its already 11pm so.. My parents are sleeping now..
I took my suitcase and backpack.. And the letter..
I only brought 1 suitcase so that its not obvious that i leave.. XD
Even i left a note
But first i off my cellphone.. I removed the sim and put it in my back pack..
I quietly went downstairs..
I place the note on the table in kitchen ..
"Im sorry again.. Mom,dad..please forgive me..." I mumbled i wipe my tears that is nonstop falling.. T^T
And went outside the house..
I walk through to the bus station..
There still a bus riding at this time.
