I feel loss
I'm grieving
I miss you
I'm grieving for a future that may no longer exist
I'm giving myself false hope
I'm switching between anger and grief and compassion
I love you
But I don't know what to do
I should leave you alone
But I dont want to
I want to linger around you
Just to be near
Just to reminisce
Torturing myself
My heart is aching
For you
I know I know better
I know I'm trying to rationalize my feelings
I know my brain is a bit foggy
I am trying to heal
But it's so hard to let go
You were my first
My first everything
You gave me a reason to want to live
Atleast now I can see more reasons to stay
Reasons that don't involve you
But you're always lingering
Melancholy
Nostalgia
Whatever words there are for being deeply sad
I feel it
I feel the ache
I feel it in my heart
I feel it physically paining me
I don't want to depend on how you feel
To feel content
I've learnt
I'm learning
I'm leaving
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For When you're going through a Breakup
PoetryI went through hell in my past relationship and I'm finally at a point where I've let almost everything go. I hope if you're going through something similar this brings you some peace. you're not alone and I understand how difficult it is to go thro...
