Possessiveness is fundamentally a fear of loss. Possessive people worry that their partners will leave them. This creates feelings of fear, anger, and sadness. Trust is a vital aspect of a healthy relationship. In order to trust, you must feel your partner is reliable, cares about you, and can be counted on
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📍𝙰𝚝𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚊 , 𝙶𝚎𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚒𝚊 📍
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𝚂𝚊𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚍𝚊𝚢 , 𝟷𝟸:𝟷𝟸 𝙰𝚖
" ANTHONYYY ." i yelled waking myself up from my sleep
me having nightmares was so common now that i got older for some reason they got worse , ma brother was my whole heart and my only sibling at that , now i'm by my lonely and gotta thug this shit out
losing my brother took a huge tole on me ever since that night happened i ain't neva been the same im disassociated now , detached from the world , i stay to myself excusing the fact i gotta whole group of friends that care for me
usually when i dealt wit shit like this i kept it to myself i don't like people feeling sympathy for me or feeling bad i been going through this shit for so long i don't even feel sympathy for my own damn self
i always blame myself for what happened to anthony knowing it wasn't really my fault i was just a curious little girl i was only 13 when it happened they took my brother from me i had nothing left
my parents were there for me but in their mindset it was like i provide for you ima good ass parent they weren't there for me emotionally so i went to my brother for emotional support
my parents were definitely present in my life well mostly my mom my dad was involved in the streets heavy he had a mob buisness he didn't really want me to know about it cus that wasn't a a good example for kids to know about , he still feels that way but im older now and i was gonna eventually know abt it , my dads plan was for anthony to take over the buisness but since he passed he has anthony's homeboys to take over and they run it now we call it the family buisness
racing from my thoughts i cleared my head by rolling up a blunt only good thing with my dad being a buisness owner is i get free weed !
i rolled my fat ass blunt and sat right on my balcony and lit that shit up and turnt on my lil durk yk me with my favorite song , extravagant !
" bend you ova scratch yo back up ." i sung along to the rap lyrics and then took a fat ass inhale
" mm this that gas ." i said coughing afterwards almost dropping the blunt
