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📍| 𝐀𝐭𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐚 , 𝐆𝐞𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐚 | 📍
| 𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐲 | 𝟏𝟐 :𝟐𝟒 𝐚𝐦 |
it was another one of those nights , nightmares after nightmares i just didn't know what to do anymore
" ANTHONY NO ." i yelled outta my sleep crying
" baby you okay ?! ." kell said pulling me closer
" i don't know what to do anymore i can't take this ." i said as i cried on his chest
" you wan talk about it ? ." he asked kissing me forehead
" not really , i just keep reliving that moment i don't wanna deal wit this shit bro ." i said as he wiped my tears
" you gon be straight baby with or without me rememba that , ain't you prescribed pills ?." he asked
" yea but shawn told me stop taking that shit ." i said lowly
" why ." he said
to tell the truth i almost overdosed that's exactly why , one night i had a nightmare pills were on my nightstand i couldn't take this i texted the group chat telling them how much i love them and swallow the whole bottle within seconds i passed out and woke up in the hospital
" because i swallowed the whole bottle ." i said picking at my fingers
" you tried to overdose." he said mad
" yea i know stupid but have one of your brothers die and see how you feel ." i said getting defensive
at that moment i was angry at the world at myself and if i could i would commit murder to whoever did this but unfortunately , he's already dead
" i wasn't judgin yo ass , i just don't like the thought of you tryna kill yourself , nobody would like that ," he said
" you right im sorry baby , i just wanna go back to sleep ." i said and he nodded his head laying on me
i covered us and then we went to sleep and you know when i have dreams like this i sleep long as hell afterwards
• a good 7 hours later •
" yo ass finally up ." kell said standing there eating a bowl of cereal
" just fuck me ." i said looking at the bowl of cereal
